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2009-06-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

hihi... it has been a long long time since i last posted... mayb just dunfeel like posting bah... haha
hmm... now having holiday bt cnt fully relax and take a break coz having exam at the end of the holidae... wow!!! sian manz... btw today i also heard from my frienz that our holiday might extent one more week due to the H1N1... wow!!! gdgdgd!!! hope that realli happen... hahaha then got more holidae...hahaha YEAH!!!

btw ytd during cellgroup (a christian gathering) we watch a movie called "the inconvenient truth"... i realli would encourage all of us to watch it... its about how our actions has done tremendous damage and disturbance to the eco-system...

because of our habits, selfish acts, we emmited tonnes of carbondioxide into the envoronment. This has cause a world wide phenomeneum, global warming. I am sure you have realise that nowadays the weather is getting warmer and warmer. Even at night when i am on my way home, i can find myself sweating. We often complain about the weather being too hot, but think about it, who is the cause of this problem in the first place? Who alwaes leave the lights and fans on when nobody is using? who always waste energy? when u dispose your rubbish have the word recycle ever strike u ? When the weather is hot, we often on the air-conditioners. But do you know that switching on your air- conditioners, you are actually consumping alot more energy thus contributing to alot more carbon dioxide emmition into the atmosphere.

global warming not only makes the weather warmer. such warm weather causes the artic poles and mountain ice cap to melt. This will destroy the beautiful icy top mount fuji view we are enjoying now. The melting artics will cause a drastic rise in the sea level. In a few decades time our beautiful venice in italy will become our next atlantis. Hmm, by that time where will we go for our honey moon? haha. Furthermore, with such high introduction of melted freash water into the sea, this will decrease the saltinity of sea water altering the natural oceanic currents in the sea thus explaining the several drought and flooding china is experiencing today. As the sea temperature is increasing, this will cause the coral reefs to die and thousands of fish will die. And when we eat those fishes, what will happen to us? mayb this is why SARS,H1N1, BIRDFLU came into our live. hmm

haix our actions has done so much to the environment so please do something about it ...

kk... i gtg le... when u r free i would highly suggest that you go watch the movie... haha
later... Zzzz

2009-04-19T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hihi... i m back to blog again... it has been ages since i last bloged... haha

Hmm... today 19th april 2008 is the 13th BB company enrollment service. This is the day when i am finally enrolled into the company to be a primer.

so now the question is whether have i made the right decision to be enrolled into the company officially??? of coz i will feel very happy apon my enrollment into the BB... many many thanks to everyone who have wished me... hahaha thx thx thx...

people always say serving GOD is never an easy task or decision to make... because satan is alwae out there to ensure that ur decision to serving GOD is never an easy task... behind that big smile apon my enrollment, there is a slight moment of hesitations and questions.

Can i really stay commited to serve in BB?
Being in BB means i am responsible of the boy's well-being, am i up for the task?
Being in BB means i have to be very sensitive with how the boys feel.
Being in BB means i have to set a good example to my fellow younger boys to follow. So i must be very sensitive with my thoughts, words, and deeds.

mayb this is how satan will attack me... this are all the question that is poping into my mind. hmm... i m realli very lost now... i want to serve GOD i want to help de boys, i want to teach de boys but there is that moment of hesitation n fear within me lor... who will understand how i feel??? what if i screwed up??? can i really accept such great responsibiility???

who can help me? who can i talk to??? i realli want to talk to someone about my problem... haix... how???

2009-02-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

Hey!!! i m back to blog again... due to someone's reguest, i finalli decide to post... shi fu gan dong mah???

hmm... so fast ald going to ending of feb le... btw nv actualli talk about my new class... well my class still quite ok lor... i get to know a few new frienz lor... then i got 1 shi fu in class... good right??? oh yah i also gt 1 god sis in class wulala... lols i m slowly begining to know my classmate... but still closer to my last year de classmate lor... nvm lar my classmate very frienzly de... after some time i will surely know al my classmate... bt hor i c de class still not united leh... people still prefer to stick in their own clicks... mayb after some time the class will b more united bah... lets look forward to that day... mayb can organise some classouting to bound the whole class together lor... (hinting class commitee... hope they get to read this post... haha )

oh... yah common test coming... so i must stuudy very very very hard coz i must pass at least 2 H2 if not i m out of sch le... den no need to tink abt bonding the class le... lols

i also nth to post abt le... stop here bah ... nextym when i got moe ling gan den post more... cya... later

2009-01-26T00:33:00.000-08:00

hihi... i m back to blog again... today is the first day of chinese new year!!! wishing everybody a very happy n posperous chinese new year... may 2009 be a great year for all...

today in the morning about 12+ wake up... den eat lunch n slack abit lor... now doing hw... coz i later gt tuition so cnt go relative house "pai nian" . nvm lar... haha... tml i think i going to my uncle hus to visit em bah... n most imptly... HONG BAO!!! haha now must carefully plan my ang bao expenditure ald... cant anyhow spent ...

now very bored lor thats y can blog now... haha actualli i also nth to blog leh....

this few days also quite sad lor... holidae so long nth to do... then will miss someone... haha yuanting... i miss u !!! hope she will have a great happi chinese new yr... haha YUANTING!!! may 2009 b a great yr 4 u !!! will alwaes miss u

2009-01-09T02:03:00.000-08:00

hihi... hmm... time flies soon i will go back to sch le... of coz i would hope for holidae to b longer... haha will go into a new class le... hope i can get along well in class lor...

btw nowadays not in best of mood lor... may this few days i have been wondering who is my close frienz??? when people tel me they have a frienz who know them very well... i realli hope i could have such a frienz... how i wish i could have a frienz who is very close to me someone who knows how i feel even if i dun say or show out, he/she will still know... i realli hope that everytime when i feel sad, down there is this one person who will b the first to talk to me... how i wish when i m bored there is someone who will chat with me, talk nonsense or even argue with me. how i wish there is someone who will care for me...

then again, there is alot of people who care for me le... lols firstly i want to thx my super duper extremly fierce frienz YEO HUI JIA haha... i know her since pri 5 till now... about 8 yrs le bah... she hor!!! very irritating de lor... from primary 5 alwaes bully me... haha actualli no lar... that time we hardly talk... lols till when i m sec 3 when i n her finalli in de same class... haix... call it luck or mishap i m in same class with her for 2 yrs leh.. hehe huijia is a very good frienz lar... althought she alwaes bully me, althought she super super fierce alwaes like to argue with me lor... very super duper irritating de leh she... haha but then she also very caring... when i m sad or feeling down she will care for me... althought at the phone we alwaes quarrel, bt she will care for me lor... n thx for de quralling too... coz alwaes when i m bored or sad i will quarrel with you... althought u very fiierce lar bt i still enjoy the quarreling... haha realli thx for ur concern n u r really a super great caring nice n of coz not forgetting ... HYPER FIERCE FRIENZ... haha
yeo hui jia nv say but i realli appreciate u... rea..y a great frienz... thx for everything... n thx for all de bullying each other... love u alot...

hey hey hey!!! hui jia, this is my first post about u leh... haha must read it ok ... hehe hope to c u soon... misses u

2009-01-01T15:11:00.000-08:00

hihi everyone... i m back to blog again... firstly i would like to wish every1 a happi happi happi new year!!! hahaha may 2009 b a great year for every1...

hmm... this new year i am going to study harder and more intensive... cant b alwaes so lazy le... cant b so play ful , alwaes find myself de excuse to slack n rest!!! nvm!!! what past is past now i am going to work towards a better year ahead!!! hahaha

for all students out there, those who just got their N lvl result... for those going sec 5, ALL DE BEST!!! must study harder for Olvl k??? dun play so much le... must focus on ur studies... for those who have gone to ite, dun give up... continue to believe in urself n study hard... espeacially yuanting... dun b sad le k ... n dun b dissapointed le... must continue to study hard, dun give up... i know u can do it de!!! althught u dun want me to help u but i will still support u ... will b just a phone call away if u ever need me... ur kor kor will alwaes b there for u ...

as for in church, i am looking forward to more camps, outings, david cell oversea trips( hinting mr johnathan)hahaha... will have alot of fun this year...

2008-12-02T03:21:00.000-08:00

HEY!!! so long since i last post le... hahaha

this few months alot of things happen... firstly my exams over le... so currently enjoying my holidae!!! YEAH YEAH!!!

From 21 to 23 nov, i gone oversea to KL(sunway logoon) with my cell group... (DAVID CELL) to trip was fun... we got to play the themepark and do alot alot of shopping. we also got to eat at A&W. this fastfood was extinct in singapore. i bought their root bear float... WOW!!! super nice!!! haha we also watch madagascar 2 there... haha so so so funny... there we shop at the big shopping mall... WOW!!! actualli guys shoping more scary leh... limit is de wallet... haha i bought alot of things. i bought 2 jacket (black &brown), 1 black shirt, 1 white long sleve T shirt and a bag 4 myself... and bought a jackt for my yuantinq!! hope u like it... haha and we also eat alot alot alot... so fun... lols really enjoyed it hope our cell can go oversea again next yr...

then the nextday 24nov is my bdae!!! yeahyeah!!! so happi ... thx leh to all those wish my happi bdae!!! haha also got a few presents... many love and thanks to yuan tinq and hongling for ur present... realli love it!!! i also have to thx uncle chiang for giving me a labtop for my bdae!!! sry for burning a hole on ur pocket!!! PSPS

During 28 nov i went to youth camp 2008... haha just come break camp ytd... the camp was great... really great knowing all my fellow romans thx for all ur support ... and sry leh if i didt do a good job being the king of rome... hehe to all romans... JINCHENG, WAUNTENG, ZOE, GRACE, TRINA, KEETEE, JOOCHOON, ELVIS, ALLAN. thx all f u for all ur support haha hope u wil join youth camp nextyr. anithing can alwaes talk to me... haha

kk lar i m tired of posting le... nextym den post bah...

2nd december 2008

2008-08-17T20:38:00.000-07:00

hihi... it has been ages since i last updated my blog... coz recently my com spoilt so... yah lor ... lotz of apologises...

btw my exams is coming soon... so i will just get busier as my exam date come near... now i have my major promotional exam which determine if i cn go 2 year 3... n on top of that i gt my H1 Alvl exam which requires lot of work lor... than de Alvl is only 1 intake that means if i do badly, i cnt retake again nextyr... so i got 2 try my best lor...

haix... just hope my exam cn faster end den i cn relax abit lor... studing in singapore is so stressful!!!

dun worry about me lar... time management lor... must do alot of studing n revising lor... i should b fine so dun worry k??? btw thx 4 ur concern

kk i gtg le... will update more when i gt de time bah... c u

2008-07-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

hihi... finalli 1 week of sch is over... de past 1 week is so tiring 4 me ...gt 2 wake up at around 6.30am to prepare... guess i m just not used to studing again bah... haix holidaes over le... now my sch work is begining to pile up... guess i wil b very busi soon bah...

studing is just going 2 get stresser coz my Alvl is coming ald... gt 2 study extra hard from now ald... haix... sad sad sad case my studing life just nv end...

and soon in a few weeks time, de guitar club in my church is going 2 start le... so gt to start polishing up my guitar le... gt 2 practise more often now... lols btw to al my non church frienz out there this guitar club is to teach people with no guitar background how 2 play the guitar... the club is financially free of charged, u just need a great passion in guitar, a willing heart to learn de required skills and also of couse discipline to prastise ur guitar at home... hehe so ani1 interested to joint the club plz contact me by tagging or email me at shadowslayer_destiny@hotmail.com

oh yah... regarding my last post the church sharing hor, okok lor did quite wel lor... just that i kept my eyes on de script n lost eye contact with the church sry hor!!! aniwae i hope my sharing has touched u in 1 way or another 4 those who listen 2 my sharing...

kk i gtg le ... stil gt some stuff 2 do... btw nowadays due to sch i wil b on9 less often... bt wil try my best to update u al... tkcare every1...

2008-07-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

hihi... so long nv post le...

now exam over le haix... now enjoy first anithing after exam den worry abt it bah... hehe
now having holidae lor... til next tuesdae... so must enjoy while i can...

tomorrow will b a very busy day lor... morning at around 9.30am get gliderz meeting til around 5pm leh... wow!!!

den hor sundae the worship is lead by gliderz comittee n hor i must do a sharing abt how god has work in y life leh... wow!!! stress liao lar... bt nvm!!! wil trst god 2 guild me through... lols

kk lar i also very tired le... going 2 slp le.. gd nite... post again soon... cheers...

2008-06-25T02:04:00.000-07:00

hihi dear readers... i m back to postin again... hmm... let c wad i cn write...
tis week is my exam wk... haix dun ask le lar... i didt expect much for de exam so... yah lor
nvm dun sae abt it le...

btw hor!!! i just come back from my church camp recently... it was so fun!!! get 2 noe alot of people n new frienz... realli hav a veri gd bonding session with my fellow church members... get 2 noe a few new faces n hor... yeah!!! our youth water polo team finalli defeated the adult team for the frist time in 6 yrs leh... hehe a realli gd sucess... n had lots of fun... didt waste my $100 over dollars lor... hehe
now realli looking forward to youth camp this november... wil try my very berst to go lor ...

hmm... now achool reoopen le so sad lor... cnt hab fun le... must study hard for eoy le lor ...

kk lar i gtg le... post again nextym... bbye

2008-06-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

hihi...
btw on thursdae i was at hm studin in de moning den afternoon, meet joleen at braddel where we visited de campus crusade ( a christian shop) alot of tings dere... wanted 2 buy so mani tings lor... den later mrted 2 orchard 2 meet marcus n keetee 4 dinner at pepper lunch denl later walk 2 plaza singapura 2 buy keetee's wallet... hehe den go shop shop den go hm le...

den on fridae wake up at 7am (wow!!! its has been ages since i woke up so early!!!) den later around 8am meet johnathan( my clasmate), keetee, weihao, joleen and amos(joleen's frienz) at sembawang 2 go sentosa... 4 suntanning...!!! OMG !!! my first time suntanning leh... bt in the end end up being in the sea most of the tym lor.. hehe den after some swiming in de sea, amos suddenly say he saw crab den we go catch de crab n 2 my worst mistake left joleen n weihao at de depth of de sea... den half way through our crab catchin, then i also dunno leh something tel me 2 tun my back den i saw jollen n weihao drownin... den rush into de sea n save joleen lor... lucky she n weihao is save... realli thx god!!! so joleen dun do that again hor!!! u realli scare me leh... bt its over ald lar dun tink to much abt it le... u r safe tats al tats matters... hehe den later tat stubborn joleen continue 2 plae in deep water??? y r u so stubborn??? u wil nv learn... will u??? den later go keetee place watch the eye okok lar the show... den later go hm le lor... so tired sia..

2dae at around 1+ go sun plaza wif keetee 4 lunch ... den later around 4+ meet keetee go great wold city 2 shop abit lor... saw a few nice shirt... n try 1nice black lng sleeve shirt beri nice leh!!! realli wanted 2 buy bt no money den also dunwan 2 borrow money from keete mah so nv buy lor... den later eat at kennyroger de half slap set... its actualli porkribs... beri nice lar... hehe den later mrt hm le lor... hehe

now packin my church camp de bag... wil b leavin singapore tml 4 my chuch camp in malaysia disaru resort... til wed arnd 10am den back 2 singapore... hope wil enjoy myself alot... n hope wil b healthy coz i stil gt abit cough... hehe kk wil stop here post when i retun bah ... bbuai tkcare

2008-06-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

hihi... as promised 2 somebody... i m postin again 2dae...

oh yah... first of al... 2dae is ypinQ de bdae... wishin her a happi bdae!!! stae happi ... hehe

2dae my clasmate zoe is leavin 4 USA le... to persuade her studies... her flight at 1am bt too bad i cnt sent her... coz i scare gt no transport hm n i realli beri tired nw so nv make a trip 2 de air port... sry sry leh... wish u al de best in everyting u do...

oh yah... n 2dae i also gt go sentosa with keetee, joleen, grace, meiting and huimian realli thx al of u ... i realli hab lots of fun... *sry leh if i spell ur name wrongly* we were in de sea most of de time... wow!!! de sea water beri salty!!! btw *** dun plae wif ur life le hor!!! nextym dun go till so deep into de sea since u cnt swim... scare something goes wrong... bt overal stil beri fun lar!!! thx alot

den later after wash up back 2 vivo city n eat sakae sushi... wow also hab a gd gathering n lunch... den later they stil go n plae de merry-go-round... beri funni leh... hehe there is a child in ever1... den later back 2 sembawang le lor...

now so tired lor... hehe think wil slp early 2dae... kk lar i gtg le... bbuai

2008-06-08T05:48:00.000-07:00

hihi... back 2 blogin le... 2dae wokeup late den end up late 4 church service ... so sry abt de disturbance caused... btw i m so happi 2 c u in de service leh... hehe glad u could make it 2 de service... n hor in exactly 1 week time, i m goin 4 church camp le at malaysia goin 2 hab lots of fun!!! yeah!!! wil surely mis u lor... haix... must tkcare of urself hor!!! oh yah n also de sad case my sch reopenin le... tat means exam comin le so i hab 2 study le... i hab ald started lor ... haix poor ting hor...

oh yah on fridae morning gt physic extra lesson... den later gone 2 my frienz hus slack abit den go 589a n start planing 4 de night cycling at around 6pm although event officially start at 12am... did alot of planing abit tired lor... den too bad cnt cycle coz nt feelin wel mah... sad sad sad lor so at around 12+ miserable make my way hm... poor thing***

haix nw stil abit sick lor gt slight sorethroat... lucky fever gone le... hope i wil b healthy again soon coz church camp comin le... want 2 b at my best condition 2 enjoy de camp...

kk gtg le nth 2 post lor... bbuai ...

2008-06-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

hihi back 2 post le ...

dunworry i wil make tis post short de... coz some people say i write grandfather story... veri bad hor!!! nvm

okok... let c wad happen 2 me 2dae... 2dae morning i wakeup at around 9+ den go look 4 breakfast bt in the end decide 2 skip brefast coz cnt find aniting 2 eat mah... so slack around abit... den later around 1+ my cloe friens came my hus n deliver food 4 me leh... so touchin leh!!! OMG!!! first time my frenz deliver food 4 me leh... althought stil disturbme abt who buy it 4 me bt stil thx so much... realli touched... best porridge eva!!! den later play wif my pet... hehe den later try 2 get my mood 2 study n bla bla bla... dunno lar feel tat i m goin 2 fail my exams lor... i also dunno lar... shouldt tok too much into it... interested 2 noe plz sms or cal me bah... hehe BLEH!!!

den at nite go eat at kfc den go rent cd 2 watch bt in de end nv watch... den was smsin my closefrienz n beri sad lor.. haix ... just sad lor... bt nvm lar won let my mood affect other people de... dun worry lar i wil control my emotions de...

kk gtg le... post nextym bbye...

2008-06-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

hihi ... back 2 post again...

yesterdae attended my clasmate de farewel party at sentosa... de party was very fun at first we reach sentosa at abt 3+ den under de blazing sun, we played beach volleybal it was fun bt later in de game i gone 2 de basketbal court n play basketbal instead mayb coz no interest in volleybal bah ... after the game at around 4+ we went to de sea side... den hor my clasmate beri evil lor dey noe i nv bring extra clothes den carried me n throw me into de sea evil evil evil lor... bt its was fun lar... in de sea... just that de sea water is veri veri salty... n hor i also gt pushed people into de sea... it was so so so fun!!! den after havin so so so much fun took a few photos n go wash up le ... sian den i gt another problem i gt no towel, so i just bath wif my clothes on n walk out of sentosa wet lor... den on my way out i also saw fireworks... so pretty!!! hope u were there 2 experience tis wif me... luckily my clothes were dried b4 i reach vivocity...den after that went 2 vivocity 2 hab our dinner... actualli wanted 2 eat sukae bt nt halal so in de end decide 2 eat at a japanese ramen outlet just beside pasta mainia that restruant is de first japanese 2 hab halal sign leh... den i ordered a very spicy ramen eat til i tear n shiveres ... first time i eat food so spicy that i even shiver leh... den my frienz sae my lips so red, eyes lyk anime so cute lor... diao stil disturb me... hehe bt nvm lar thx thx thx den later go de 2nd floor outdoor garden took mmore pictures den back hm le... on de way hm we tok abt ghost stories den actualli wanted 2 go n experience de ghost myself coz nv c ghost b4 mah ... den later my frienz said

:" everything in this world whether is humans, ghost, animals or ani other things all want 2 live a normal life so y go n disturb them??? would u like it if oneday something come n disturb ur life???

i took sumtime 2 tink abt it n agree totally 2 wad he sae so droped the visiting ghost idea le... i think wad he sae realli true... don't u think so???

den now havin a slightly fever n sorethroat lor... hope wil recover soon... kk lar i gtg le ... bbye post nextym...

2008-06-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

hihi every1... i m back 2 update my blog... coz somebody wants 2 see my entry mah so must gib face rite??? his blog is updated 4 u de leh... r u touched??? must tag me hor!!!

haix 2dae i jst realise that i onli left with 15 daes b4 my exams le... divide equalli that gives each paper 3 daes 2 study... so... yah lor gt lotslotslots of thing2 do lor... must get slightly serious le... hehe
oh yah.. tml attendin zoe' farewel party... coz she goin 2 USA 2 furter her studies le... haix sad case my clas lose another clasmate le.. bt nvm stil must wish her al de best in her life there n no matter wad must gib me face dun gib up hor... cn ask me 4 advice... hehe CLASMATE 4EVA!!!

2dae rite... early in de morning go my frienz de hus 2 slack abit den around 2+ go northpoint watch narnia!!! beri nice de show u al must watch!!! at first beri "extra" lor coz go out with my frienz de relative bt stil feel much betta when my frienz ask me change my seat making me feel welcomed thx so much realli appreciate it... den later do some "free cip hours of babysittin " a young boi... he beri cute n energtic... althought beri tire bt stil thx him 4 makin me feel belonged... after that go causepoint eat seoul garden so ex lor bt its a nice frienz gathering lor...

kk lar i gtg le stil gt lot of tings 2 do ... bbye... post nextym

2008-06-02T09:23:00.000-07:00

hihi every1... now postin my blog again... haix sian arh nowadaes postin so troublesome lor... cnt change the timin of post...

2dae i just realise tat i left with 15 more dae 2 study 4 my exam that divides out equalli to 3 daes per paper lor... sian hor!!! haix sad case...

btw tml goin 2 my clasmate zoe de farewell party coz she goin 2 USA 2 study le... haix sad sad sad lose another clsmate le ... bt nvm sil wish her al de nest in eveything she do n nv gib up hor!!! must gib me mian zhi ... n when u free must email me or contact me k??? CLASMATE N FRIENZ 4EVA!!!

just now went to my frienz de hus in de morning 2 slack... den at around 2+ go northpint watch narnia... initialli feelin beri extra coz go out wif frienz de coursin den dunno em... bt feel much betta when my frienz ask me change my place in de cinema make me feel so welcomed realli appreciate it so much... thx so much ... lols den after that go do a "free CIP service" baby sitting a smal young boi... my frienz de coursin.. he beri cute n energtic leh... althought beri tiring bt he make me feel comfortable goin out wif him... thx so much... n hor my frienz beri evil lor... make me do free CIP nv reward me... beri evil hor??? hehe bt nvm ... jkjk

den hor later go causeway point eat seoul garden ..its so so so ex lor!!! bt nvm lar its a gd frienz gatherin mah... kk realli a tiring dae 4 me lor...

kk i gtg le ... gt lots of things 2 do ... bbye

2008-05-31T23:24:00.000-07:00

hihi... its has been so lng since i last posted... coz nowadaes so busi n dun feel lyk postin leh... hehe now finalli decide 2 update le coz some1 is dyin 2 read me post mah ... so must tag hor!!! i duncare coz tis post is 4 u de!!!

so now... wad did i do tis few daes??? let c... wel now is holidae lor bt nt actualli enjoyin coz end of holidae gt exam so must keep studin at de back of my mind... sian sian sian lor... my sch alwaes lyk tat de lor... tat brainless principal he thought tat we would take de holidae 2 study bt holidae is enjoy de mah... tis fact just cnt get into tat thick usless skull of his... ARH!!! i seriously tink i cn do a betta job ei... nonono should b i seriously think i cn do a much much much betta job than him at leadin de sch bt nvm lar a kind hearted souls wil just gib him another chance... MR TAN CHOR PANG!!!

nowadaes hor beri happi leh alwaes go out if my frienz ... bt hor i broke le so must alwae lend money from people... pspsps beri long nv so happi le althought alwaes kena bully bt nvm... i stil hab lots of fun... thx manz!!! sometimes i realli wonders... what wil i do without them??? just wish they wil be by my side bah...

BTW hor 2dae my bro gt a new hp ... gd 4 him... so good lor him i also wan leh not fair de my mum nv buy 4 me!!! bt nvm lar nextym when i gt the money i wil buy a betta phone myself...
n btw 2dae is sophia's bdae... wishin her a happi n memorable bdae... enjoy my frienz

kk i gtg le ... post again nextym ... bbuai

2008-05-31T11:30:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!beri sian leh just post le bt duno whre tat post go so must post again lor... sad case...

tis fes daes beri busi lor exams comin mah... sadsadsad lar my sch lor alwaes like 2 gib exam after holidae tinking tat we would use our holidae 2 study bt hor is holida leh... who wil willingly want 2 study de??? so bo pian must force myself 2 study lor ... haix my worst of luck 2 b in a school run by a brainless principal MR TAN CHOR PANG... i seriously tink i cn do a betta job lar!!! ei... nonono is.. i seriously tink i cn do a much much much betta job lor... bt a kind hearted soul woul gib him another chance mah... so... ya lor

yesterdae go 4 keetee bdae party.. spent much of my time bbqin lor... sososo tiring... towards the end make one of my frienz almost lost her $50 lei... haix its my fault mah... nextym betta dun play with the smal boys liao... den half way i walk away wanting 2 b alone 4 a while bt stil in the end still kena push into de water leh... poor ting rite bt hor i nv resist him from pushin me into de water eh... coz mayb his pushin me into de water bring my mind away from de miserable sadness i m experiencing 4 a few sec bah ... so mayb i should thx him... bt overal the bbq was fun lar... enjoyed myself at de begining n at nite my mood returns 2 normal le thx hor... 4 al ur sms yesterdae realli make me feel betta...

n hor recently i broke le... so thx 2 al my frienz who lend me money... i wil return u al asap de... n my bro gt new hp le ... so good lor my mum nt fair de... nv buy 4 me ... NVM!!! nextym when i gt money i buy a much betta phone myself... n hor 2dae is sophia's bdae... wishin her a most happi n memorable bdae...

kk i gtg le ... bbuai cya

2008-04-25T23:15:00.000-07:00

harlow... so lng nv post le... coz dun feel lyk postin lor... sian mah...

btw nowadaes i beri busi lor... seldom get tym 2 do my own things le... coz now i realise that my hw is getting more n more n tat leaves my with less tym 2 relax n slack lor... n further more my PW( project work) is also takin lotsd of my tym lor... SIAN ARH !!! bt no choice lor Alvl mah... bt do my best...

btw 2dae is de Kpop finals in my skool... the competiton is beri nice 2 watch... espeacially benjamine his singin beri nice sia!!! bt dunno y de judges sumting wrng nv gib him de champion... ben!!! nextyr u must join again n i m sure u wil get champion!!! hehe bt i general prefer ur jian jian dan dan ... n once again i would lyk 2 congradulate all singers at de finals it was a fantastic performance n i m sure u al done ur best!!! i realli enjoyed myself good work!!! too bad i nv join coz i conveniently miss de deadline for registeration... sad sad sad case lor... nvm nextym bah

oh yah... 2dae i also meet a new pretty and gorgeous frienz her name is grace... realli nice 2 noe her... bt so sad she is leavin 4 australia in a few months time to study... should i feel sad tat she is leavin? telin de truth is yes lar bt still... so her wishin her al de best in her studies there... n i realli hope she would lyk singin 1 dae... realli wish 2 hear her singin... hehe

kk tat all... i gtg le ... bbuai

2008-03-15T21:14:00.000-07:00

hihi... lng tym no c le...

haix so fast de 1week holidae is goin 2 end le... realli wish i could hab more more more holidae n hor i ald 2 weeks nv touch my books le leh... coz 1 week b4 de holidae i gt fever den nv go skool 4 3 daes... den coz mondae is stuff development dae, tues, wed, thurs i gt fever n fridae is team buildin dae so hor in de end i nv get 2 touch my books lor... tinkin tat i nid 2 touch my book next wk realli sound so bored n tirin lor... bt no choice lar...

wel de team buildin dae is rather fun lor... i gt 2 noe some of my clasmate betta... n we gt 2 work 2gather as a clas... hehe bt den again the dae wasnt as perfect as i expected lar... through tat dae i finalli understood y some of my clasmate cnt get along wif 1 particular student in my clas... couldnt blame em lar... coz i experience first hand so i also noe how it feels lor... shouldt tok too much into it lar... rite loges??? hehe

n hor 2 loges... must stae strong k??? no matter wad must b united as a family 2 overcome tis obstacle, n great lose 2gather... dun worry no matter wad i wil b dere if u nid me... rem tat wel!!! i blive u wil gt through it wel... n to yanpinq... hope everyting went wel 4 ur 2dae camp ... hope u r takin care of urself ... enjoy... to yuantinq as ur korkor, i m so sry u been hurt 2 tyms le n i m de last 2 noe!!! wad a kor i m rite??? sometimes i realli wonder wheather m i a gd kor or nt... i hab promise 2 take gd care of u ... n now tis kind of thing happen i m so useless cnt even tkcare of my dearest meimei... so sry ... i m nt a gd kor... sry... to grace... how is ur mum now??? how is her chest??? stil gt prb mah??? must stae strong n dun gib up... nomatter wad i wil support u de!!! just cal or sms if u nid aniting... n also hab faith in god k??? god wil gib u de strength, wisdom n guidance in wadeva prb u face!!!

kk i gtg le... bbuai

2008-03-07T04:30:00.000-08:00

hihi... lng tym nv update my blog ald... coz dunfeel lyk updatin bah... hehe

tis few daes quite a number of tings hppen lor... bt too lazy 2 list out...

recently 1 of my frienz carmen is withdraw frm skool 2 go poly... haix... my frienz r leavin 1 after another who is next after carmen??? bt mayb i should b happi 4 em dey hab chosen poly as their path 2 take... mayb Alvl is nt 4 em... so nomatter wad, i wish u n al my other frienz who hab withdraw from MI , guo qiang, shiying... al de best in everyting u al do n nomatter wad happen, wad challenges u face, DUN GIB UP k???... where ever u al r we stil b united as a clas... 07S2!!!

2008-02-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

hihi... 2dae is de first dae of chinese new yr 2 al... sry no ang bao 4 u al... coz i m nt married... hehe nextym k ??? btw hor i use red 2 write coz 2 chinese is a lucky colour...

i also dunno how i should feel 2dae leh... coz hor my frist paper start on mondae... how 2 bai nian in peace??? haix stil hab 2 spent lots lots lots of tym studin... haix... my evil skool lyk tat torture us... bt nvm lar...

btw hor... yesterdae my bro told mii tis which i tink make some sense... lyk i shouldt worry tat much in my exams mah... coz at de end of de yr i just hab 2 do wel 4 myAlvl tat it mah... Alvl also no CA marks de... so y do i stress myself so much 4??? i cn flung al my papert 4 al i care as lng as i do wel 4 Alvl cn le mah... n hor if i flung my paper den teacher wil gib mii extra attention den tat is also nt a bad ting mah... rite???

dun worry lar i wil stil do me best 2 pas de exam... den de rest i wil leave 2 god 2 decide le lor... whether i pas or fail he wil decide 4 mii... as de bible sae he got a plan 4 me to prosper me nt 2 harm me... so i wil just leave it 2 him...

hehe... chinese new yr must b happi , enjoy urself, 4 singles collect ang bao n 4 married, gib de joy of givin... hehe eat lots of new yr goodies dun owrry won fat de... n must smile... lets welcum de new yr wif most joy ok??? let 4get al our unhappiness n smile!!!

so here wishin every1 a beri beri beri happi chinese new yr n... GONG XI FA CAI!!!

2008-02-02T21:37:00.000-08:00

hihi 2 al... sry so lng nv post my blog coz kind of busi mah...

haix sian lor... exam cumin le leh... after noon chinese new year... haix... tat means no tym 2 study... y my skool so evil de??? dun let us study 4 de exam den hor de worst is tat hor... de exam is btwn 12 to 16 feb leh... tat means no valentine dae leh... haix sad sad sad... actualli also gt no 1 celebrate wif mii... so doesnt affect mii much lar i m sad 4 de couples in my skool ... bt nvm i wil manage my tym lor... n hab faith in god bah... smiles

hehe... recently my frienz just gt back their Olvl results... haix hope al of u cn gt into de skool n course u wan... wadever it is... dun tink abt it le lar... u cnt change ur result le... nextym work harder lor... dun sad le... i m sure u cn do it de... trust mii k ???

n hor lastly... i m beri happi coz 1 of my frienz joy has decide 2 b a christian... so happi lar... continue 2 hab faith in god n trust tat god wil reach out 2 u ... continue 2 hab faith in him n al de best!!! i wil support u de!!!

2008-01-18T18:01:00.000-08:00

hihi... it has been a super super super lng tym since i last updated mii blog... abt 2 mnths bah...

hehe dun worry too much abt mii i m fine lor ... wel... tis yr 2008wil b a rather stress ful coz gt my H1 Alvl at de end of tis yr n also al my H2 subjects is gettin more demandin preparin mii 4 next yrs Alvl... bt i tink if gd tym management, hardwork n blive in miiself i should b able 2 make it de!!!

kk lar i tink i wil stop here coz currently nt feelin quite wel... so nid 2 go n rest...

bbye... wil update mre nextym... cya n tkcare

2007-11-16T11:40:00.000-08:00

hihi... im bac le ... coz tis few daes couldt find de mood 2 blog so nv blog lor... den 2dae since i now gt nth 2 do n 2dae is my xiao xinxin de bdae so thought of writin sumtin hehe

2dae is my ke ai xin,li xin de bdae... HAPPI BDAE xiao mei... so sry nv wish u in person coz couldt meet u mah... bt dun sad coz no matter wad i wil surely celebrate ur bdae wif u de when u r free ... n hope u wil love de present i bought 4 u yesterdae... so fast... without noein, u r officialli 14 le... haix yi shi jian i also dunno wad 2 sae leh... hehe

so fast 1 yr pas le... 4 de pas 1 yr, i gt lots of yi han... shen wei ni de korkor durin ur tym of sorrow n tym when u most nid me, i m nt dere 4 u ... things may turn out fine 4 u now... u habin family problems, relationship problems n countles other problems botherin u al de tym in de past 1 yr... last yr might b a sad n unfavourable yr 4 u ... bt now a new yr has cum, u r 1 yr older le... happi or sad u r stil in tis world 4 14 yrs le rite??? so rather than putin tat lng face, y nt just 4get abt al de unhappi memories last yr n look towards a new smilin happi yr ok???

u may claim tat its nt my faulth n u r ok now... bt de fact tat i m nt dere 4 u in ur tym of nid stil remains... n 2 most includin myself, i m a useless, good 4 nth, gan kor which dunno how 2 care 4 gan mei, dunno how 2 b dere 4 my gan mei... n changin tat historical fact is sumting tats beyond my capability as just bein a mere human bein... n neither do i pocesses ani such desires 2 do tat... face it shal we??? de pas is de past dere nth under de sun u cn do 2 change tat so i would look towards de future n i garantee u ... from tis instant onwards i wil b a betta kor which cares alot abt his gan mei... realli sry... T_T

this blog entry is delicated 2 my god sis... soh li xin n by wadever wae, wadever means, if u manage 2 read tis entry... i would lyk 2 sae tat no matter wad happens, i wil alwaes stae by ur side, i wil alwaes b dere 4 u ... N... LASTLY... wishin u A BERI BERI HAPPI AND MEMORABLE BDAE xiao lixin... signin off

2007-10-29T15:23:00.000-07:00

wolala... i m finalli bac le ... sry 4 de lng absent 4 de post... coz mii com gt problem n i gt no mood 2 fix it til yesterdae when i finalli gt mood 4 it... lols

hehe now a bit relax lor... coz mii promos finalli over le i gt promote 2 yr 2... bt mii result is nt tat gd lor... look lyk i gt lots catchin up 2 do lor... n pre u 2 is much more demandin de... bt now is holidae so i wouldt worry tat much ... now just take a break n relax first ... do wad i hab alwaes wanted 2 do n hab lots of fun bah ...

bt hor mii holidae is nt much of a break lor ... gt so mani holidae assignments n projects 2 do ...

actualli 2dae also dun feel lyk postin lar... kk gtg le ... wil post nextym ... cya

2007-10-06T14:11:00.000-07:00

yoz... bac 2 blog le...

yesterdae was mii A lvl chemistry SPA skill B n C... wel... i did ok lor... just tat i gt no tym 2 finish ... 4 de third experiment, i onli find de Q value i did nt calculate de no. of mol 4 de 3rd experiment... thus cnt find delta H3 value ... den cnt find energy cycle n cnt apply hess law lor... if everyting is rite i tink i cn onli gt 7 lor ...

now on i cn finali plae le... yeah!!! just tat i gt another ting in mii mind mii physic SPA... HAIX... another burden lor... nvm lar i nextym den tink abt it ... now i wil plae n just dream lor... hehe beri relaxin...

den later goin out wf mii bro 2 buy his frienz de bdae present... hope cn reach hm on tym 2 watch a channel u show at 7 pm... beri nice de... de show abt doctors life...

kk lar i dunfeel lyk writin liao ... bbuai ... cya soon...

2007-10-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

harlow ever1... lng tym nv blog le... coz i hab been buzi in my exam preparation ... abt mii exam... haix... dun sae le lar... mayb in A lvl i cnt do last min revision animore... just hope al i hab done is sufficient 2 get mii promoted lor... nvm lar... wads done is done... cnt change le... now must relax first.. aniting nextym den sae bah ...

oh yah tml is my chem A lvl spa exam... hope cn do wel lor... i scared of de energy cycle lor... hope cn draw it tml ... later hor i wil go my frienz house 2 study 4 de chem spa... hope it went wel bah ... hehe n gd luck 2 al pre u 1 chem H2 students who wil b takin chem spa tml ... al de best ... hope u al do ur best ...

oh yah ... n to al mii other frienz takin their EOY exams... best of luck n do ur best k??? u wil hab my support de...

oh yah ... n to ms pinq... hope ur com is ok now... nextym dun dl too mani tings le hor... if not ur com wil hang again... n hor dun bully tomato le lar... later he complain 2 SPCA den u noe arh ... hehe jkjk n al de best 4 ur SPA tml ... hope u cn do de energy cycle ... n hor must tag mii hor ... i posted tis blog coz of u de leh ... gan dong mah ???

kk lar i gtg le ... bbuai ... stae happi...

2007-09-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

hihi ... bac 2 blog le... so lng nv blog le coz realli busi wif mii exams which is just 2 daes from now... OMG!!! bt de faster it start den de faster it wil end mah ... coz i onli takin 6 papers lor... so exam wil onli last abt 2wks... den after tat mayb i wil revise mayb i wil just plae de whole holidae bah... depends on mii exams results n mood bah ...

wel... i m quite prepared 4 mii exam lor... phy stil hab a little touchin up n do a few past yr papers den i m done... maths also a bit more practise ... geo just read through de ans sheet n noe wad kind of answerin is required... chemistry is de rather problematic 1... coz i stil must touch up on mii concepts, memorise de enthaply change n VSEPR theory den stil must do some examples lor... bt i tink wil hab tym bah ...

tis wk hor nth much happen lor ...just de same lor... sumtyms focus in clas, ask teacher question coz exam cumin... den disturb mii frienz lor ... hehe

kk lar gtg le... dun hab much tym ... wil write more nextym... cya soon

2007-09-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

harlow every1... back 2 blogin le...

tym past real fast leh ... so fast mii promos exam is onli 1 week + away... wel... i m around halved prepared lor... wel if everytinq go accordin 2 mii plan, should hab enough tym bah ...

2 everybody takin exams soon... i noe is tough n difficult 2 studin habiin so mani distractions around... bt at least 4 now just study de last bit lor... exam is realli around de corner... dun regret nt doin anithing back den when u gt ur results... if nt it wil b too late le... jorim, dun watch so much anime le... watchin a few per dae as a form of relaxin is fine bt must manage ur tym properly hor... must promote hor... if nt i cnt li siao u le ... so sad... to mii other YN's members here is a peice of advise from ur captian... 4 now just cast al ur other problems aside... concentrate on ur promos everytinq else cn wait de... now lets motivate each other man... YN's members must al promote 2 yr 2 de hor... yanpinq... dun jealous lar i also haben 4get u ... r u touched??? baby pinq also hor must promote to yr 2 if nt i cnt prank on u le leh... u stil owe mii a chance 2 prank u hor... den who wil listen 2 mii problems if u nt around???

to every1... no matter wad happens, continue 2 blive in urself n u wil find urself soarin across de himalayas n swim in de deepest oceans... jy bah every1!!!

i tink i wil stop here bah ... wil write more nextym... hehe

2007-09-14T17:06:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blogin le... first i wan 2 thx every1 who viewed mii blog ... thx 4 al de tag u al gav mii... realli appreciate it... 4 those who nv tag, nextym must tag mii k ??? thx

tis week skool quite fun bah... gt lots of test lor... den 2dae i took function test... i m sure i wil do worst den mii previous test... haix promos cumin le... so must study extra hard le...

den hor a few daes ago was R gaya's bdae... den we thought of buyin her present... den hor de joker of de clas SOFFIAN BIN GAZALLI make mii laugh til mii tears cum out... if u wan 2 noe more... cn go 2 de YN gang's blog at mii link...

2dae mii dae went rather smoothly bah ... pon mt lesson coz we thought of studing 4 maths test... actualli is coz late den cnt tink of a gd excuse mah...hehe den in de morning disturb jo abit... pe tym wanted 2 plae BB bt rainin so too bad lor...

actualli mii dae was a rather joyful dae til now... otw hm from skool when i m takin bus, de bus driver suddenly held mii back 4 no reason den started 2 scold mii in sum unknown language ... den i was beri angy coz i get scolded 4 nth n hor he is onli an old n useless de bus driver lor... who gib him de rite 2 lecture mii!!! i feel tat he is so unreasonable n idiotic onli pick on mii... even delay al de passengers in de bus... make mii angry onli... til i just diao him n walk into de bus n sit down didt even wait til he finish tokin... coz he is damn rude!!! scold mii 4 no reason... i tink he moodswing bah ... PMS... bt hor i stil won 4giv him de unless he cum n apologise 2 mii personalli or if i cn tink of a gd reason 2 forgive tat old bastard...coz tis is de first tym i gt lectured by a bus driver!!! make mii so insulted n hummilated lar... de sight of IT just disgust mii !!! pian in de eye lar tat OLD DAMN BLOODY GOOD FOR NOTHING BASTARD!!! betta make sure i dun c it again... i wil curse it 4eva!!!

kk lar nth angry le... Furthermore,it is just an old n useless bus driver tat ting do not hab de inteligent 2 bother mii so much...it dun even worth mii time... not worth being angry at... is gone case de... he dun even worth 0.0000000000000000001 sec of mii tym tink of it lor...

kk lar... hope tml is a betta dae lor... bbuai

2007-09-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

yoz ... bac 2 blog le...

haix... so fast holidae cumin 2 an end le lor... a new term is cumin... tat means lots of studin n revision is waitin 4 mii ... so sad lor... n hor de worst is tat mii promos exam is here le... so must study n study n study lor ... i tink 2 get gd result 4 mii promos stil gt lots of work 2 b done bah ... bt so far mii revison is goin fine...

durin de holidae i also dunhab much fun lor... coz everydae also gt rememdial in skool n after tat wil sumtyms go lib 2 study lor... coz studin at hm i cnt concentrate de... coz beri noisy n mayb coz lots of distractions bah ... n hor al de best 2 al those who is takin their O lvl prelim on mondae... al de best wor... 2 blur blur de hongling... no matter wad dun gib up n must read de qn carfully ... noe wad de qn require u 2 ans den u won gib unessasary details n points which waste lots of tym... n most importantly, must remain calm k??? den u cn tink properly ... al de best bah

actualli now i also dunno wad 2 sae liao lor... later mayb wil chat wif frienz 4 a while den mayb if i cn find de mood go n study lor... coz alots of holidae hw havent do leh... hehe n hor...2 cutie yanping... hope u cn find de mood 2 do geo bah ... den cn lend mii le... hehe jkjk n hor how is my tomato now??? hope he is recoverin soon... take gd care of tomato 4 mii wil u ???

kk i gtg le... bbuai

2007-08-31T16:25:00.000-07:00

harlow... bac 2 blog le...

2dae hor i nv go 2 skool ... coz 2dae onli teacher dae concert n de aces dae onli nia summore almost half mii clas also pon lesson 2dae... so just skip lor... hehe

BTW... 2 al mii teaxchers ... A BERI HAPPI TEACHERS DAE!!! hope u al hab a happi n memorable teacher dae lor... den hor at abt 11am i gt go bac 2 mii sec skool 2 visit de teachers lor... den i also saw alot of mii ex skool mate ... wow dey al change alot le... some bcum more suai, chio some de hair so cool , long n nice lor if they stil in sec skool sure kena catch 2 cut hair de... wow so jealous lar... if i go poly den i also cn le... bt too bad lor... al mii ex skool mate, al de best in everyting u do ... a happpi alwaes... lols

after tat den i go hm le lor... haix nth 2 do so jiu on9 wait 4 tym 2 pas bah... hehe...

kk lar i dun feel lyk writin liao ... bbuai cya soon...

2007-08-25T17:24:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow...

2dae is mii CIP dae... den we go from door to door 2 collect donations lor... den i realised tat generally indians r more willing 2 donate ... nt saein tat others races dun donate bt dere is a higher percentage of indian families who donate lor... sry hor... if anibody feel insulted 4 wadever reason... den hor i stil gt sms n chat wif yanping... thz wor 4 chatin wif mii... make mii nt so bored... nextym must help mii donate til mii tin is full k??? tat tym cnt sae no le hor...

den hor after de whole event when we returnin de tins, when i shake de tin hearin de coins sound, i realli felt a sense of satisfaction lor... lyk de job is tirin n stuff... bt end of de dae, tinkin tat u contirbuted 2 a betta society n tat u contributed to improvin de elderly's life, lyk u made a different in their life, u wil feel a great sense of accomplishment lor... al i cn sae is tat ... no matter how tedious de flagdae is, its worth it de lor... coz i made a difference in their life... hehe

kk lar... here is de fun part... den hor we go 2 science centre 4 a mac treat from mii hm tutor mr liau... coz our cip at jurong mrt, beri near 2 science centre... hehe den hor we eat alot of stuff leh... i ordered a mac spicy meal up size + apple pie n 20 nuggets den we al share... i stil drink 2 large coke n 2 large milo leh... its so ful de lor!!! bt atleast we finish al de food... hehe YEAH!!! den we stil walk walk n slack around science centre den go jurong centre... actualli wan 2 plae lan de... bt last min alot of people PS us... den cancelled le lor...

overal i tink 2dae is enjoyable n meaninful lar... coz althought its tiring , i stil hab lots of fun n hab learnt lots of stuff lor... i tink i hab nurtured into a betta being le... coz i understand de joy of helpin... YEAH!!! so happi... hehe

kk lar stop here... bbuai ... cya soon

2007-08-24T14:30:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... bac again... finalli found de tym 2 on9 n blog le...

tis wk quite a few tings happen lor... couldt possiblity rem al de ting tat happen bt i wil try lor... hehe

tis wk hor mi clas gt a little conflict again... yesterdae lor 23 august carmen n yanyi gt a little conflict ... wouldt state de cause of it as i m also nt sure abt de whole story... dun so angry lar... wadever it is, when both party cooled down den tok lor... cnt let it spoilt ur dae n most importantly u al stil frienz mah ... cnt break a frienzship coz of tat ... hehe

i tink nth much happen le bah ... just lots of test n hw 2 complete lor... tis few daes, everybody beri stress lar... coz promos is near mah ... arh yah relax lar every1... must sumtyms hab a break too ... take tis weekends 2 loosen up urself abit... must hab a balance of fun n study in life... hehe

den hor a few daes ago, gt sum1 tel mii tat a gal from our skool lyk mii frienz sofian of 07s2 lei... bt hor tat sofian just dunwan 2 blive mii til 2dae coz we finalli saw de gal den we al disturb him til he blush lyk as tomato hehe ... den hor he stil dun blive sial ... he so stubborn lor... nvm i decided le ... if he stil so stubborn rite, den i wil disturb him 4 de rest of his stae in de skool til he accept de gal ... lyk tis is de first gal 2 hab a crush on him den he stil dun blive us... beri bad mah... so much teach him a lesson...

kk lar i tink i would stop here... post nextym bah ... bbuai

2007-08-18T14:43:00.000-07:00

harlow... i m finalli bac le ... coz tis few daes busi wif alot of tings of couldt find de tym 2 blog lor...

actualli hor i also nth much 2 sae leh... bt since yanping ask mii write so just write lor... wil tink of tings 2 sae de lar... haha

tis wk, lots of tings happen ... first , i wan 2 wish mii gan meimei ytingting a beri beri beri happi bdae... hehe may al ur wish cum true n b cute n chio alwaes k ??? hehe sry wor so late den wish u ... nvm nextym when u free den i celebrate ur belated bdae wif u ... lols

tis wk hab been a tiring wk lor... so much hw n test 2 do n study ... den nextwk gt so mani test again lor... Haix coz de promos exam is near mah ... den hor de syllabus is getting more n more demandin ... so from now on i gt 2 pay i little more attention in clas le... sad lor... coz cnt daydream le... hehe jkjk

n i also beri happi 4 yanping coz she ald forgiv her clasmate le... althought their relationship is til nt tat close as bfore, i tink in a matter of tym dey wil b tokin happily again... thx wor yp , 4 listenin 2 mii advise n put down ur anger... forgetin al de unhappi tings wil make ur life betta de... n hor she is also lost as she dunno wad 2 do next... wel... mii yanping, follow ur heart bah ... de ans is deep inside u , its up 2 u alone 2 seek 4 it... jk bah... i m sure u wil make de rite choice... al de best !!!

nobody cn predict wad wil happen in de future, so no matter wad wil happen, even if de world were 2 end tml, u wil b smilin in heven coz u hab spent 2dae meaninfully n happily!!! so nomatter wad happen, cnt let it spoilt ur dae... promise mii tat k???

2007-08-12T11:50:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... bac le... tis few daes hor... gt alot of things happen ...

den hor mii yanping also beri angry lor... coz her clasmate gt conflict wif her... Arhyah yanping, dun angry le lar... i noe tat jintong beri idiotic lar onli blame u 4 wad happened... coz tat tym he stil angry cnt tink properly mah ... 4giv him lar... lyk u al friendship 4 so mani months liao den break de friendship beri wasted leh... rite???just treat it as a test from god 2 test ur friendship wif ur clasmate n how wel u handle conflicts ... so wil u pas de test??? n hor whether u lyk it of not u wil face him 4 de next 3 yrs de... so y make ur life miserable when u c him??? so let b frienz n work towards a betta pre uni life lar... i m refering 2 both parties nt onli u ... n hor from tis incident u noe how fragile ur friendship is so nextym must do more clas bondin le... so that nextym during tyms of difficulties u wil face it as 1 07S1 not as individuals... so a united clas is beri important... understand miss yp??? lols jy bah ke ai de yanping i noe u cn pul through tis de... when both parties hab calmed down den u al tok again lor...

n hor... most importantly... if u stil up tat long black face 4 too lng hor... u wil hab lots, lots, lots, lots, lots, lots of winkles on ur face de leh... jiu nt cute le den how??? OH... MY... GOD!!! my ke ai de yanping not cute le... T_T so sad... WAN 2 CRY LE LAR!!! so dun make mii cry cn ??? if not waste tissue paper den must cut more trees leh... must save de earth u noe...

yah lar... i noe u gt lots of winkles also beri cute de... bt without winkles more cute mah... so hor u must 4giv him den won spoilt ur cute face le... u also dunwan coz of tat jintong fellow lost ur cute face de rite??? so hor u must gib mii mian zhi 4gib him den u wil hab as cute cute face ...den cn find ur true lub soon... wow!!! so sweet!!!

c... i gib u so mani reasons 2 4gib him... so now cn gib mii mian zhi n 4gib him le mah ??? ask u 2 4gib him not too unreasonable rite???

n hor no matter how mani tyms u sae u r bad tempered, 2 mii u r alwaes my most caring n cute de yanping... YEAH!!! onli tym cn prove mii rite... i might nt noe u 4 beri long bt mii 6th sense won bluff mii de... lols

kk lar i gtg le... bbuai

2007-08-08T18:03:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... 2dae hor mii skool was beri fun... coz we celebrated national dae...

firstly hor... i n some of mii clasmate do de domino thing... lyk arrange a few blocks 2 make em fall n form a pic ... den although we start lyk 9.30am... about 2 hrs later den other clases. we stil win de competition leh... so happi... i tink is god help us de... den hor when we packin de domino blocks gt a smal argument between carmen n alvin... even accidentaly hurt zoe lor... hope everybody is ok bah ... dun b angry lar... no matter wad happen de most important ting is tat we accomplish it by a group n we hab fun mah... as long as we r happi cn le lar tat de most important ting mah... rite???... let not let tis smal quarrel spoilt our dae ok ??? nomatter wad happen we r stil 1 united 07S2!!!

den hor after tat gt celebration den we sing a few songs den form a human train n run around de hal ... hehe even gt a few teachers 2 join... i tink tis is de happiest national dae celebration i gt lor...

den later we go science centre watch de chinese exibition lor... quite sian lar... den stil plae in de science centre til around 5+ tired le so go hm lor...

2007-08-05T18:03:00.000-07:00

Yoz people ... bac le...

return 2 blogger le... coz cnt tink of aniting else 2 do lor... i was flipin through mii note on chemistry energetics as i gt a test tml ... so tryin mii best 2 memorise al de definition lor... bt poor mii just cnt rem so its lyk spendin lots of tym memorising... actually stil memorising bt thought of habin a short break so blog an entry lor ...

yesterdae again i msn chat wif mii frienz til 1+ den as she claimed 2 b tired so i dozed off le lor... 2dae around 9+ den finalli unwilling get up from bed... coz realli cn slp liao ... den go eat breakfast n watch tv lor...

2dae is lyk al other dae lar... nth much 2 expect de...

haix tml start skool le leh ... stil havent prepare 4 skool sial ... nvm lar, mayb later when i find de mood 2 do de packin lor... n hor national dae cumin le... hope it would b a memorable 1 tis yr lor... wel... look on de bright side i gt 1 more holidae leh!!! YEAH!!!

kk lar i m sick of typin liao ... cya soon bah ... smiling alwaes ...

2007-08-04T14:27:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... bac le...

2dae hor beri beri super sian lor... coz just now do the GP project find research on marriage realli beri sian lar... bt at least i learn something new mah ... i learn about how different religion look at marriage... although it is of no use 2 mii now, bt it alwaes gd 2 hab more knowledge rite??? hehe

yesterdae hor quite happi lor coz end of de week mah... n hor yesterdae i sms chat wif yan ping til midnite sial ... cn u blive it??? yesterdae is de first tym i chat wif her n it lasted 4 so mani hrs... i also beri surprise that we c chat 4 so long hope u gt enough slp n cn wake up on tym... hehe so happi 2 noe a new frienz ... hope 2 noe u betta n al de best in ur cca 2dae... lols

haix now i also nth 2 sae liao leh... mayb later go catch up wif mii work n try 2 do al de assignments n tutorials i owe (if i gt de tym 2 do lar)... realli owe alot le... sry arh al de teachers... lols

haix nth 2 sae le lar... tink i wil sign off now... bbuai guys... cya soon

2007-08-03T16:01:00.000-07:00

harlow every1... i m back le ...

2dae hor tiring lor... n hor now mii hands hurts sial ... coz 4 de past 2 daes i hab been plaein arm wrestin wif mii frienz ... so now mii hand realli hurts alot lor... even exertin de slightest amount of strength lyk writin wil feel de pain... oh..man!!! mii poor hands... hope they recover soon...

den hor at our pe lessons realli fun coz we gt 2 creat our own game den durin our warmup, we do push up lyk 2 person do push up another 2 person hold de legs in de air so that onli their hands is touchin de ground... den they try 2 hand walk den we also gt race... lyk askin our horse 2 run faster lyk tat ... realli fun lar... den hor de real game also fun... won sae too much abt it... coz its realli too long... al i cn sae is tat tis is de best pe lesson i hab so far in mii life as a MI student... lols... wil rem tis 4ever... den hor durin break coz mii frienz q up 2 buy a drink den i ask him 2 help mii buy milo... den a guy i tink is a outsider from de back of de q just tel mii off straight not 2 cut his q... in a beri harsh tone... tat realli spoilt mii happi dae lor... i gt argue wif him actualli stil wan 2 scold him directly in his face de bt as mii frienz n alot of people is there, i dunwan 2 creat a scene so i just stare at him gib him a beri attitute look den walk off liao lor...
lyk i ask mii frienz buy 4 mii not cut q wad... den somemore he just an extra fellow found in mii skool nia who gib him de right 2 lecture mii??? dun sae le lar... make mii angry onli... dun worry lar i won let him spoilt mii mood de... must b happi!!! yeah!!!

den hor now i stil must do de GP project sial ... realli beri suay n sian de lor... realli dun feel lyk doin 1 lor... if not coz de skool treaten us wil include de project into our promos... if not i won even gib a damm abt it...

kk lar i cnt tok le ... must go do de borin project lor... haix poor mii... kk lar bbuai ... catch up wif u al next tym bah ...

2007-08-01T19:23:00.000-07:00

harlow every1... sry i so long nv blog ...

4 de past few daes stil quite ok lor... in skool learn new things, go through tutorials n waitin 4 tym 2 pas lor...

haix yesterdae hor mii hp kena confiscated sial ... coz there is 2 teachers in de clas... den i dunno... i though onli 1 teacher mah... den when he not lookin i wan 2 repli de msg... bt suddenly de other teacher appeared n caught mii red handed... suay sial ... realli hate em lor... make mii no mood 2 study ... den de practical i also no mood 2 do de experiment so i just modify mii frienz de results n make de results a consistent experiment coz i lazy 2 comment n do de third tym... AL THE TEACHER FAULT LAR!!! ANIHOW CONFISCATE MII HP REALLI SPOILT MII DAE LOR... DE STUPID SKOOL RULE JUST MAKE MII HATE DE SKOOL MORE ONLI LOR!!! THEY SAE WAN US 2 CONCENTRATE ON OUR STUDIES SO CNT USE HP... BT IN CLAS I GT PAY ATTENTION MAH ... I NOE WAD HE IS TEACHIN LOR... DEN HE DUNWAN BLIVE MII... DEN I TEL HIM I NID DE HP 2 WAKE MII UP IN DE MORNIN DEN HE SAE TATS NOT HIS PROBLEM...HE REALLI BERI BASTARD LOR... I DUNCARE ARH!!! IF I LATE IS HIS FAULT LIAO ... I HATE MII CHEMISTRY TEACHERS... MR LIAU!!! i stil his home clas sial ... realli an greatest shame of mii life lar!!!

bt luckily got mii frienz 2 lend mii his hp 4 de tym being... thx leh... jiesheng ... sry 4 de trouble...if gt aniting ... cn contact mii at 81053496 i wil b usiin tis num til mon when mii k750i is bac... so sad... wil mis mii hp de lor... n plz tel mii who u r... coz i lost most of mii contact which is in de sim card tat is confiscated together wif de hp... sry 4 de troubles... lols

kk lor nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... al de best in everyting u do ... haha

2007-07-29T14:25:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... bac le...

2dae hor i gt lots of hw 2 do leh... it not tat i hab no tym 2 do bt more 2 tat i just hab no mood 2 do ... haix... gues i just gt 2 do de most cruel ting 2 miiself again n force miiself 2 study lor... hiax poor ting... n hor just now den i realise tat july is goin 2 over le... oh no!!! mii preparation tym 4 mii promos exams is getin shorter n shorter... no!!! i gt 2 b a little more serious le... nid 2 study more serious n faster le... coz mii previous studing pace is too slow... haix realli hate exams... bt i gt alot of people who hab faith in mii... won let em down de... must study faster pacer le... at least i gt do some studing b4 2dae so not tat stressful lucky sial... hehe

ohyah... 2dae hor i actualli wakeup at around 8+ bt reluctant 2 get out of bad so stae aslp til 11+ lor... hehe den hor i ate de most horrible breakfast in mii life leh... coz mii mum prepare a peice of meat ful of fats n skin... de pig legs ... den she sae gd 4 mii joints so must eat nomatter wad... HUH!!! so suay... YUCK!!! almost vomit sial ... den i gt no choice bt 2 just eat it down mii throat fast... lucky i nv chock...man!!! i would nv eat it agaiin 4 de rest of mii life!!!

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... goin off le... bbuaii ... catch up wif u nextym...

2007-07-28T14:26:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow every1... i m bac 2 blogin le...

2dae i also quite bored lor... wake up at around 8+ den go downstair buy mii breakfast ... den after tat jiu plae nid 4 speed 4 a while coz nth betta 2 do mah ... den spent de rest of e tym surfin de net, watch some videos , read people blog n do some other stuff lor... waitin 4 tym 2 pas bah ... 2dae de tym beri slow leh!!!

den hor just now i also gt see jasmine wif her sis i tink... not sure... haix realli nth 2 sae leh ... tink wil stop here bah... i gtg le wan 2 do other tings ...

bbuai ... cya soon...

2007-07-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... bac 2 blogin le ...

2dae hor in skool de people from NS cum mii skool tok 2 us abt NS ... actualli goin NS is nt tat bad lor... although i tink NS is insignificant 2 de defense of singapore bt cn b a gd experience n learnin point of mii life mah ... i realli wan 2 go airforce... den i cn pilot a plane ... so cool rite!!! den cn hab plane racin wif mii fellow pilots friens ... a beri speacial race... initial D (air plane version)... hehe

haiix wait arh ... let mii tink wad else happen 2dae... oh...yah ... i would lyk 2 thx mii chinese teacher coz hor she noe mii chinese nid help so she offer 2 gib mii extra help by askin mii everyweek do a chinese dairy n let her mark ... thx wor 4 offerin mii tis help i wil surely do mii best de... won let u down!!! mii clasmate also gt plae a game of chinese chess wif her... she beri pro sial ... she 1 person against 4 or 5 brains also she draw leh...

oh yah ... den hor i also gt go westmal 2 eat wif mii friens... den hor i saw mii exclasmate yuewei... wow she so chio le ... must stae happi n chio wor... n hor yuewei... gd luck 4 ur O lvl ... must study hard wor... n nomatter wad dun gibup on urself !!! i wil support u de!!!

haix i also nth 2 sae le leh... tink i goin off le bah ... nth 2 sae le mah ... 2dae is rather fine lor n de weather is great too... YEAH!!! coolin ... hope it rain lyk tis everydae ...

bbuai ...

2007-07-25T19:19:00.000-07:00

harlow...

2dae hor skool was fine lor ...
den after skool i went 2 prepare 4 mii geography teacher de gift...coz she leavin le mah ... she leavin 2 go japan 2 further her studies ... t_t beri sad lor coz hor she realli is a gd teracher leh... although she is teachin us a H1 subject bt hor she nv pay less attention on us ... n when we did fairly 4 our test n assignments, she wil take de tym 2 go through de paper n make sure we understand our mistake... she also wil hab fun wif us n joke wif us... although we r student n teacher , bt we r bonded lyk 1 big family... we r beri close de... if we r sad she wil care 4 us ... n also when we tok in clas rite, she wil share her experience wif us n sometym even join de gossip ... tat wad make she speacial from other teachers... n her teaching is also beri clear n right pace... gibin us lots of examples n videos abt geography 2 watch ... from tis we noe tat she realli understand us as we r betta visual learners... tokin 2 her is just lyk tokin 2 another of ur clasmate... just tat she is wearin a different uniform... we feel beri comfortable tokin 2 her n tokin 2 her u won find tat generation gap between us ...

i agree sometym she cn b quite fierce n scold us, lectures n reprimended us... bt lookin back, its also 2 our welbein mah ... although she scold us bt we also noe tat deep inside she feel devastated n it make us feel bad lyk we dissapointed her... wad touches mii most is tat no matter how badly we did, how lazy we r, even sometyms de thought of dropin de sub cum 2 mind, bt she nv gav up on us b4... she alwae blive tat we r capable of doin betta... no matter how sad she feel she nv lose hope on us b4... she alwaes blive in us...n everytym we c she sad, we actualli feel bad as though we dissapointed her... lyk she has nv gibup on us... yet we alwaes tym n again nv fail 2 dissapoint her... is coz of tis kind of care n concern from a teacher tat we wil hav confidence n workhard 4 de sub... we r al touched by her care n continous faith in us despite havin us dissapointin her so mani tyms...

Lastly, although i would realli miss her n would nv 4get her, n also realli realli wish tat she wil stae ... bt i would stil wish her al de best in her life n must continue 2 persuade ur goal in life... we, al students taught by MISS MICHELLE FOONG wil wish u al de best in ur studies n cn nv nv nv nv nv nv nv nv nv nv nv 4gt u !!! i would also promise u ... nomatter wad happen in de future i wil alwaes try mii best n nv gib up !!! coz there is some1 out there who wil alwaes blive in mii!!! thankyou... countless words cnt express mii greatest thank n gratitute ... so namatter wad i wil try mii best in geography n do mii best !!!

thankyou 4 everyting n al de faith u hab in mii... al de best ...
missin u alwae... bbuai ....T_T
gdluck wor...;p

2007-07-24T19:43:00.000-07:00

harlowharlow... bac 2 blog le...

haix 2dae beri tired leh... coz hor mii lessons extent til 6+ pm lor ... so tiring... first tym i m studin in skool til so late... den hor coz de weather quite windy 2dae mah den somemore mii physic teacher teach so sian ... i realli hab a hard tym keeepin awake lor... den hor he dun allow people 2 slp in his clas de... den bobian must keep awake no matter wad...

2dae skool also beri sian lor... lots of hw lar... later stil must do al de hw... so tiring lor ... n hor 2dae i almost late 4 skool sial ...bt lucky nv late so i reach just on tym ...de skool rules sux lor... late also must gib detention ... realli hate mii skool espeacially de DM alwaes find smal thing 2 sent people 4 detention de... lyk as though we so free lyk tat ... plz lor... no body would wan 2 go 2 de skool wan lor... is NOCHOICE nt they wan de hor... al is de DM principl mr tan fault lar... nth 2 do ... everyting also detention waste mii tym de lor MY STUPID N SUCKIN skool, DM n principal... tats y nobody lyk de DM n mrtan lar... UNWANTED FOOLS!!! go home lar... they tink de student nid em meh... DM(IVANLIM) N PRINCIPAL(MRTAN) is just a sick in de eye lor... EXTRA go n die lar...come on man... without both of u tis world wil b a much betta place... as people alwaes sae...SAVE THE WORLD PLEASE!!! so just do every1 a favour a get out of our sight!!!

haix i also dunno wad 2 write le leh... tink wil stop here bah ... coz realli gt nth 2 sae liao... bbuaii ... wil post more nextym ... bbuai

cya ...

2007-07-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow every1. i m bac 2 blogin le...

2dae de weather beri gd leh ... so coolin bt too bad i ald wake up n cnt slp le... so just enjoy de cool weather lor ... tis few daes hor de weather so bad n now finalli rain le... so happi ...

yesterdae i went 2 cwp lib 2 teach mii frienz her maths hw ... coz hor her exams cumin mah ... yiling, gd luck 4 ur exams wor... nomatter wad must stae calm n blive in urself ok??? ... den later at abt 5+ after i sent her hm den i go study miiself coz dun feel lyk goin hm mah... den hor also wait 4 mii frienz 2 join mii... they so long sial ... wait til christmas liao lar...haha

2dae hor i wake up at around 8+ i also dunno y so early leh... den eat mii breakfast den jiu go blogin le lor... oh yah i almost 4got 2 sae... just now i go c mii meimei margaret de blog coz she ask mii 2 link her mah ... so i link lor... i saw her pic she realli become beri chio le leh... WO DE MARGARET SO CHIO !!! bt hor from de blog i noe tat u r feelin beri sad ... coz of her relationship problems lor ... haix ... i noe nomatter wad i sae also cnt make u feel betta de... so just follow ur heart n no matter wad must no let it spoilt ur dae ok ??? ur smile is beri nice de... so let ur smile brighten up everybody's life n mii life ok??? n make tis world a happier place 2 stae in... al de best in everyting u do wor... lub u alwaes

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... hope 2 hear from u soon...

2007-07-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m bac 2 blog le ... sry wor so long nv blog le... coz hor tis fews daes i alwaes beri busi wif mii assignments so cnt go blogin...

2dae i finally cn blog le coz 2dae is meet de parent session mah ... n i gt de afternoon shift so mornin i quite free lor... realli scare mii mum c mii results later lor ... confirm she wil b dissapointed de... bt dun worry i m nt goin 2 sad abt mii result le... i m ald startin 2 tryin mii best n study hard le i noe its abit too late bt i wil continue 2 work hard n belive in miiself de!!!... i noe its goin 2 b difficult bt i wan 2 do de best i cn ... n i promise miiself, tis wil b de lastym i wil c mii mum dissapointed expression ... durin de promos i wan mii mum 2 receive de result slip wif a nice n happi proud smile!!! lols tis is a promise i made 2 miiself... trust mii, i m goin 2 make it cum true!!!

n hor 2dae hor i also gt do mii gp project ... quite sian lor lookin 4 info bt bo pian lar...

actualli i also nth much 2 sae lar... tis few daes i m quite ok lor ... alwaes do revision lor ... beri tired lar... n hor worst is tat sometimes i just cnt settle mii mind down 4 revision lyk i m unable 2 forcus lor ... mii mind too disturb liao ... den i would drink water n take a short break lor...

kk lar i also nth much 2 sae liao ... tink i wil stop here bah ... bbuai...

2007-07-17T15:05:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow every1... i m bac 4 blogin le... coz i long tym nv post le mah so thought of dropin by lor...

yesterdae i around 12 + den slp coz watchin css revival round result show... congrats 2 shawn n huixian 4 makin it into top 10 ... al de best bah ... hope ur performance wil keep improvin n impress ur supporters... lols

den hor 2dae i around 6+ den wake up ... den just made it 2 skool around 10 mins ealier lor ... den jiu sing de borin athem den jiu start skool liao ... 2dae hor skool is de smae as alwaes lor... nth much happen lar... just tat 2dae i end skool at 12.45 leh... yeah !!! so happi... so long nv end skool so early le... because hor de pre U 2 N 3 takin A lvl MT listenin 2dae mah ...so we cnt hab lesson 2 disturb em ...

tat y i m now free 2 blog lor ... haiix actualli hor i dunhab much tym le lar... just 2 n 1/2 month more 2 mii promo exam ... so must buk up le... nt much tym left...

kk lar i gtg le ... nth 2 sae liao ... til nextym ... cya

2007-07-14T15:23:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m bac 2 blog le ...

2dae hor nth 2 do lor... wake up at around 9+ den eat mii breakfast, den do nth lor...

btw hor... i decided le...tat i m goin 2 do mii beri beri best 4 mii EOY ... i noe i ald sae tis statement alot of tyms n woulden blame u for doubtin de statement... bt now i m goin 2 use action 2 prove 2 u al... lyk people sae, action speaks loulder than words...

coz hor... recentlly , i hab gone 2 de NUS website n website of various jc n i noe tat peoople out there r gettin As 4 their A lvl exams... n if i dun bulk up from now, i won stand a chance against them de...

lastym i onli gt competition in clas... now i hab gt 2 noe de bigger pic... coz mii i m competing wif al de best in singapores takin A lvl ... so if i stil dun wake up, i won stand chance at al...

i noe its nt easy as A lvl is de most demandin n stressful exam n yet must get distinctions in de papers... no mattter wad i wil study hard n do mii beri beri best ... 2 test mii abilities...

kk lar i also nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... cya soon

2007-07-11T15:19:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... i m bac 2 blogin le...

haix 2dae i m feelin rather sad lor... coz its comfirm tat i didt do as wel as i expected... i m abit dissapointed lor n even tink whether tis is de rite skool 4 mii... bt wo xiang tong le... even if i m sad... so wad??? no matter how much i feel sad n dissapointed, wads done is ald done mah... there nth i cn do abt it now mah ... history is ald pass there nth i cn do abt it... so de onli thing i cn do now is learn from it... n work on mii future exams... so from now on, i wil try 2 gt over myself n start al over again n work extra hard n change mii study mathod... nomatter wad i hab made mii decision 2 cum tis skool on mii decision, on mii own accord. so since i m ald in tis skool den jiu make de best out of it lor... rite???

kk lar... now i shal tok abt mii dae...

2dae beri tired lor... i also dunno y leh... yesterdae slp at 11+ not so later mah bt i also dunno y now i so tired leh... den hor in de morning rainin leh... so happi lor coz no nid 2 sing de national athem hehe ... after tat was PE beri sian lor tok abt admin staff n also abt skipin pe lessons... den after al e lessons, home tuitor was a tok from de disapline master... haix... no nid sae also no its abt followin de skool rules lor... so tiring lar... luckily 2dae no cca den i cn go hm earlier... hehe tat y i m here now lor ...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... just tat 2dae if a beri sian n tired dae lor ...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai cya

2007-07-09T17:55:00.000-07:00

harlowharlow... i m back 2 blogin le ...

2dae hor... skool is horible lor... must go skool again le... den mornin abt 6+ jiu wakeup le... n eat mii breakfast al tis den rush 2 de bustop 2 catch de bus led...

n hor i got back mii chem, maths n geo paper lor... haix... realli beri sad... coz i did do as wel as i hope... haix i realli let al de people who pin great hopes on mii down... i realli dissapointed u al ... i realli dunno wad 2 sae lor... haix i m feelin so horrible now lor... nt coz of de result bt coz i hab let everybody down... i realli dunno wad 2 sae le... haix... mayb is coz de A lvl exams is beri different from mii pas exams so i m nt used 2 it bah ... nvm i wil not b depress 4ever de... just let mii slowly recover bah ...

worst of al is tat ... coz in skool i do not wish 4 ani1 2 c mii so sad so i alwaes when i gt de results i wil act lyk beri happi n try 2 comfort miiself wif de tinkin of buckin up during end of year... wad makes u al tink i dont sad when i saw mii results??? i just dunwan ani1 2 feel sry 4 mii so i alwaes hide mii emotions n show a happi n relax front... u al onli noe i m beri happi n dont tink twice abt not doin wel... bt inside mii i m realli beri sad ... nobody actualli noe how i m feelin lor... i feel lyk being lock up cnt express mii feelin properly n i m feelin beri beri sad bt nobody noe tat ... do u noe how it feels lyk when u r actualli sad n yet nobody hear ur cry??? i feel tat nobody care abt how i feel mayb coz tis r ting i wil nv show on de face coz i dunwan 2 c people sad n also wan people 2 live life happily...

kk lar enough of mii complains le... nextym ui wil surely do betta... coz i ald promise sum1 i wil do mii best

kk ... i stil gt lots of hw 2 do... i tink i wil stop here... bbuai

2007-07-08T14:23:00.000-07:00

harlowharlow... i m bac le ... lols

2dae hor is another normal dae 4 mii lor... nth much 2 sae lar... 2dae wake up at around 10+ den slack til 12+ doin nth den jiu go downstairs 4 lunch n breakfast den jiu cum hm on9 le lor...

n hor tml mii skool resume le lor... haix... althought exams over liao bt hor stil must go skool study n go 4 al de borin lesson lor... haix so sian lor...realli hope teachers cn make lessons more interestin ... n hor tinkn of de tutorial n assignments i m goin 2 hab ald make mii tink twice apon goin 2 skool le... haix ... realli hope mii skool won gib mii hw... bt hor tats impossible de lar... coz i m takin A lvl mah... de most difficult n demandin national exam leh... bo pian lar... tis is stress bah ... bt hor i won do de lar... hehe ... okok lar i wil do some lar... bt hor coz i stil must watch tv, plae dota n hab mii social life mah ... so its quite impossible 2 do al lor... arhya its ok lar... most of mii clasmate also lyk mii de... mayb secong yr den we wil learn our lesson bah...

kk le lar... i also run out of things 2 write le... bbuai ...

c u al soon wor... bbuai

2007-07-07T17:29:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... i m back 2 blogin le...

2dae hor is another borin dae lor... nth 2 do mah ... bo pian lar... hehe

2dae hor i wake up at 9+ den go eat breakfast den jiu on9 n plae need for speed most wanted lor... nth 2 do mah ...

den now mii eye tired le so thought of restin mii eye a while lor ... lols

i also nth 2 sae lar ... de game quite fun lor ... haix SO BORED!!!

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ...

cya soon...

2007-07-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... i m back 2 blogin le... yesterdae hor was quite enjoyin lar... i spent de whole dae surfin de net, watch tv lor... i feel so free no nid 2 studi...lols

btw hor 2 al mii friens out there doin their O lvl mt oral 2dae, al de best wor... must jyjy n speak loud loud hor... espeacially hongling cnt b shy le ok??? musy stae calm n speak loudly... do ur best bah hongling wo hab faith in u ...

haix 2dae is another bored dae lor... wif so much tym n nth much 2 do... i tink i wil spent de dae surfin de net n plaein com games lor...

2dae hor... i wake up at around 9+ den coz mii family members al gone out so i eat mii breakfast alone n decide 2 leave a post lor...

okok lar i m tired of writin le... tink i wil stop here... wil post again soon... bbuai ...cya

2007-07-05T10:54:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... back 2 blogin le...

YEAH !!! finalli its de end of mii exam le... lols yah finalli i cn go out n hab al de fun i wan, cn chat wif people 4 beri long le... n finalli cn do wadever wan... hehe so happi tat mii exams r finalli over...

btw hor 2dae just now is mii physic SPA paper... ok lar de paper ... lucky i gt no anomalous data so no nid 2 do de experiment again... just write a short sentence abt de precautions taken 2 prevent anomalous data cn le... de paper quite ok lar... i was a bit panicin towards de end of de exam coz i m onli left wif 15 mins 2 do de drawin of graph n anomalous data ... luckily i notice de rush early n manage 2 rush through de whole paper... wel i did mii best lor... hope enough 2 pas bah ... realli hope cn do wel coz tis is A lvl de leh... so a bit more serious lor...lols

kk lar... enough of exams ...now i gt alot of tym ald ... beri free... so ani1 who is sian must ask mii go out hor...

btw hor de whether nowadaes is beri bad leh... alwaes so warm... i hate it lor... luckily after few daes of burnin, finalli as i m postin tis, now rainin... realli happi tat its rainin... hehe

kk lar i also nth 2 write liao ... i tink i wil stop here bah ... cya soon wor...

bbuai

2007-07-04T15:08:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... back 2 blogin le...

2dae is mii physic paper... wel de paper is stil ok bah i tink cn pas quite wel... coz i manage 2 do al de qn just 1 qn not beri confident... if everyting goes accordin 2 plan, i tink i cn pas quite wel bah ... hehe

al thx 2 mii yuanting who wishes mii gd luck b4 de paper ... thx wor wo de tinting... i realli tried mii best 4 u le... hope its enough bah ...

n hor 1 more consent of mii... tml is mii A lvl physic SPA le... actualli nth much 2 study lar... just hope everyting went smoothy bah ... lols

n hor i finalli help mii yeewen lend her history tb... rem 2 try ur best wor... dun let mii down hor...

kk lar i tink i wil stop here... goin off le... wil post more when i feel lyk postin bah ... catch u al soon wor... bbuai

2007-07-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow...

i m back 2 bloger le... coz i in de mornin dunfeel luk studin mah... den stil got some spare tym left so thought of postin an entry lor...

btw hor... tml is mii physic paper le... i feel kind of scared lar... coz i havent master de TYS qn yet... bt de mock paper mii teacher gav is no problem lor... just hope de paper is just de mock paper standard bah ...

n hor thursdae is mii A lvl physic SPA 4 skil C... de SPA also no problem de lar... just hope i cn smoothly go through de anonamous data lor... coz in mii previous practicals hor, i nv pratice on anonomous data de so i cn onli look through de notes bah ...

btw hor yesterdae mii dae beri bored lor... just spent de dae studin n watch CSS 2 at 8pm... btw hor i also gt spent tym helpin mii frienz lend a history tb from mii clasmate... coz she lost her tb mah ... 2 yeewen... must study hard 4 ur O wor... hope de tb i help u lend wil help u in aniwae... n hor must continue 2 trust urself hor... dunworry i wil support u de... support my yeewen 4ever!!! lols

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ...cya soon

2007-07-01T14:21:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blog le...

haix 2dae is another borin dae lor... nth 2 do mah ... den nobody ask mii go out so i just stae at hm do nth lor...

actualli 2dae i planed 2 study sum of mii physic lar... coz mii physic paper cumin mah ... bt i tink later lar... coz just cnt brin miiself 2 takeout de notes mah ... later hope sumwae, somehow i wil managed 2 settle miiself 2 studin lor...

haix realli beri sian leh...

kk lar i tink i wil stop here... a beri short post 2dae... bbuai ...

cya soon

2007-06-30T14:18:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ...
i m bac 2 blogin le... coz i nw beri bored mah ... den coz mii exam on wed so now dun feel lyk studin so cum 2 blog lor... i also dunno y hor... bt dun feel lyk goin out lor... espeacially go studin... coz hor in de end i wil end up doin sumting else than studin de... study realli beri sian mah ...

actualli hor 2dae also nth much 2 write lor... mornin go eat breakfast den jiu on9 til now lor... kind of sian de lar...

i also dunno y just gt no mood 4 aniting lor... i also dunno wad i wan 2 do lar... nvm bah just slack n wait 4 tym 2 pas lor... haix... life is sumtyms so rushed n sumtyms so bored... mayb its bcoz i dunno how 2 manage mii tym bah ...

kk lar i wil stop here... coz i dun feel lyk writin le mah ... sry wor... nextym when i feel lyk den cum n post bah ...

cya soon... bbuai

2007-06-29T13:23:00.000-07:00

harlowharlow...

i m back 2 blogin le... 2dae hor... i took mii maths paper in de mornin... wel... at least i managed 2 do some qn mah ... coz i m prepared 2 flung de paper liao so nt dissapointed lor... hope i cn pas bah ... which is beri impossible...

den hor coz de exam start at 8.30 den i get caught in a traffic jam so i reach skool at 8.25 ... i noe i should reach 15 mins b4... bt i stil nt late mah ... bt hor de skool guard go take down mii name... luckily first tym late nv kena detention if nt i won gib him mii name de... bt hor i also no tym 2 shen ta de qi lar... coz i m in a rush 4 exam tat tym mah ... so nv entertain him lor...

btw hor 4 de people who gt O lvl oral 2dae, gd luck wor... hope u al cn do beri beri wel...

kk lar... i gtg le... coz i m havin a slight headache so nid 2 go rest ... i tink is coz i lack of slp or too tired bah ... u also must tk gd care of ur health ok???

gtg le... keep u updated ... bbuai ...

2007-06-28T16:30:00.000-07:00

harlowharlow...

2dae hor i just cum back from mii chem paper... wow!!! de paper beri demandin lor... i dun tink i m so confident in getin an A le lar... haix so sad... den hor mii chinese paper also flung sial ...de paper 2 i dun even noe how 2 do ... so just try mii best anihow do lor... hope enough 2 pas bah ...

n hor tml is mii maths paper ... so later after blogin must go study liao ... haix... so sad...

n hor mii tingting hab been rather sad lately... haix realli hurts mii 2 c her sad n yet cnt do a ting lor... hope she wil b happi soon... realli mis her cute smile...

2 mii tingting... sad or happi , tis is just a part of ur life... so y b sad when u cn b happi n hab al de fun u wan ??? so dun sad le ok ??? no matter wad u r nt alone...so no matter wad i wil b dere 4 u de... so now let mii share ur sorrows n let mii brighten up ur life 4 u ...hao mah ???

kk lar i nth much 2 sae le... gtg n prepare 4 exam le... 2 every1 livin on tis world, i wish tat u al cn put ur sorrows aside n live ur life 2 de fullest!!!

thx... cya soon... bbuai

2007-06-25T10:23:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blogin le... hehe

btw hor 2 mii tingting... thx leh... 4 ur care i feel so much betta le... thx...mii exam is TML !!! oh no!!! die liao ... nw more n more stres le lar... bt nvm ... bo pian mah ... wad cn i do??? studi extra extar hard lor... bt hor tats nt beri eazy coz studin is 1 thing tat i HATE de most leh... coz beri sian n tiring... lols

nvm lar i tink sumwae sumhow i must force miiself 2 study bah ... nvm lar on de bright side, de exams wil end next wed... not tat long lar... i cn live through it de ...

2dae hor, i wake up den eat mii breakfast den jiu surf de net til now lor... later think i m planin 2 studi studi n studi bah ... wil learn 2 b a bookworm 4 1 dae... hehe

n hor i also lyk 2 thx kianchong coz he willing 2 help mii durin peak of exam ... coz hor alot of things i havent master mah ... so nid his help coz i alwaes nv pay attention in class... so now must catch up wif everything... i noe its a bit too late lor... bt i m nt goin 2 gib up lyk tat ... no matter wad i wil try mii best n wil ALWAES BLIVE in miiself ... u too must blive in urself ok ???

kk lar i tink i wil stop here... bbuai ...

2007-06-24T12:29:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow...

back 2 blogin le ... btw hor i now beri stres sial... okok nt tat stress lar... just a bit tired from al de studin n fear of exams... i also dunno y bt alwawes b4 exms i wil feel scared de bt hor i also dun realli feel lyk studiin... so actuqalli dunno how i feel also lor...

btw... 2 more daes 2 mii first paper... luckily de exams onli last 4 1 wk... coz i onli gt 5 papers... it wil b over soon... den tat tym i cn plae de whole dae le... haha sumting 2 look forward to bah ...

actualli hor i also beri sian bah...

kk lar i also nth 2 sae liao i tink i wil stop here bah ... short post 2dae...

gtg le ... bbuai ... cya soon...

2007-06-23T16:07:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... back 2 blogiin le...

nowadaes , i m rather buzi countin down 2 exams as mii exams is just 3 daes away... haix now i relise tat tym realli flies... n hor i dun tink i cn do sufficient revision 4 mii exam bt stil i wil try mii best as i wanted 2 keep de promise i made 2 sumbody...

n hor just now i saw 1 person blog... n i cn tel tat she is beri sad... n hor y do people relief their stres by smokin??? how i wish smokin doesnt cause ani harm 2 de body... realli hate de person who created smokin... tats nt de point... u noe... sometyms i realli hope i could control everyting around mii... coz just watchin mii gan mei being so sad n smoke bt yet cnt do a ting 2 let her feel betta... i dun mind she smokin althought deep down i wan her 2 quit, noein tat she is tryin her best cn le bah ... just hope she cn live a happi life lor...

n hor mii frienz also write... who is closer, frienz or lover??? wel... i cnt gib u an ans... bt i would sae both r close coz both frienz n lover also care 4 u ... n habiin more people 2 care 4 u is gd rite??? wadever ur problem is, just listen 2 ur heart bah ... hope u cn solve de problem soon... n i would gladly lend u mii ear 4 ur problems if u r willing 2 tel mii ...

kk lar i gtg le... coz gt lots of exam preparation 2 do ...it has been a long tym since i last meet u ... hope 2 meet u soon...

kk i gtg le... bbuai ...tkcare n stae happi k???

2007-06-23T01:07:00.001-07:00

2007-06-22T09:08:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... bac 2 blogin le... lols

sry leh nv blog 4 de past 2 daes coz i m rather buzi doin revision 4 mii exams lor... mii exam starts next tuesdae so i nid al de tym i gt 2 do al de nessarary revision lor... hope i cn pas bah ... coz i m doin last min work ... so cnt expect too much lor...

i also nth much 2 sae lar... tis few daes hor, nth much happen lar... just been studin al de tym lor... realli beri sian n bored... bt no choice mah... since i hab choosen 2 b in MI den i wil nt regret mii decision n do mii best le... haha

haix who wil lyk studin??? i also hate it beri beri much ... just hope mii exam wil b over soon bah ... den i cn hab al de fun le... after being buried my notes 4 so long, its tym i enjoy le bah ... lols

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... cya soon bah

2007-06-19T17:40:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow...

back 2 blog le...

2dae hor quite borin lor... in de mornin eat breakfast den jiu go ikea 2 look at furnitures le lor... coz i movin house mah den mii mum sae nid lots of new furnitures den insisted tat i must go so bo bian lor...

den cum back around 3+ de leh... den do abit of studin lor... haix i beri scare sial ... coz accordin 2 lecturers hor, they expect us 2 study 4 de whole holidae bt hor i cn onli use 1 wk 2 catch up wif wad i m suppose 2 ctach up in 4 wks leh... sp is beri rush lor... bt nvm lar... at least i try mii berst le mah ... if fail den nextym study harder lor...

btw hor yesterdae beri sad sial ...(T_T)
haix de campus superstar jiajun gt elimated leh... y mii jiajun go out??? she so cute n chio shouldt gt elimated de lor... i noe dere a lot more also beri cute n chio lyk agnes,keely n huixian... bt if realli must compare hor... i stil tink jiajun is de most cute n chio de lor n hor she smile is so cute!!!... haix realli wasted lor...

nvm lar must kan kai yi dian wor... jiajun...nomatter wad promise mii cnt gib up singin n hope 2 c u on stage singin again... wil mis ur smile de... realli lub her... hehe n btw 2 al de other contestants, jy wor... hope u al cn overcum ur weakness n perform at ur best on stage...

kk lar i gtg le... bbuai

2007-06-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... back 2 blogin le... haix... so earli also nth 2 sae leh... how arh ??? nvm bah ... here goes...

2dae hor as alwaes i wakeup at 8+ lor... den slacks at mii bed til now den just switch on de com lor... btw hor i decide le... no matter wad 2dae i wil do lots of revision... i noe i sae it lots of tyms le n havent actualli did aniting bt now i m goin 2 b serious le... i wil force miiself de... haix i m goin 2 b so miserable 4 2dae... hehe

n hor later got campus superstar leh... no matter wad i just hope, agnes,keely,huixian n jiajun dun get eliminated cn le... hehe rem 2 watch campus superstar wor... at 8pm on channel U 2dae... lols

yesterdae hor i on9 de whole dae leh ... coz i beri sian mah ... so just cnt leave de com lor... den on9 de whole dae... den also got tok 2 a few people ... okok lar at least not so borin mah ...

kk lar i gt nth else 2 sae liao ... bbuai ...

cya soon...
shadow signin off...

2007-06-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

yoz... back 2 blogin le...

haix lyk al other daes, i tink 2dae i wil slack at hm again bah ... realli feel lyk goin out u noe... bt just cnt find de mood n nopeople ask mii go out... den also mii exams is near , tis forces mii 2 study bt hor til now i stil havent start seriouys studin lor... now i noe wads easier said den done... lols
if tis continues, i tink i cn onli depend on luck at mii exams when skool reopen bah ... lols

2daes hor... i wakeup at around 8+ ...i also dunno y bt no matter wad tym i slp, at 8+ i wil wake up de... den iif too tire den continue 2 slp lor... mayb tats mii natural "alarm clock" bah... hehe den hor i go eat mii breakfast, slacks around til 9+ den on9 lor... den here i m...

oh... yah i rem, yesterdae i gib mii frienz n clasmate some comments in friendster, its beri funni lor... hav lots of fun li siaoin em... HAHAHA cutie florence,sexy kian chong n chubby jorim, dun angry hor... coz i realli cnt tink of aniting else 2 do le mah... haha

was mii comment nice??? hope u lyk it... n remember 2 repli mii wor...
... lols
y in de mornin no body on9 de??? mayb al stil slpin bah ... cum 2 tink of it, onli strange people lyk mii wil wake up so early durin holidae de lor...dotz... haha

actualli i also nth 2 sae lar... okok lor... just leave a short post 2dae...bah
bbuai ...cya

shadowslayer...

2007-06-16T12:19:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blogin le... coz mii gan darlin ask mii blog mah ... den must gib her main zhi de rite??? lols

2dae hor i wake up den eat breakfast lor... bt hor nth 2 do mah so thought of goin on9...hehe

bt yesterdae was indeed memorable yesterdae hor, mii frienz cum mii house... den he ask mii sing wif him 2 his frienz mah... so bo pian den sing lor...sing til i almost no voice liao ... coz de song he choose all so high de ...bt luckily i cn reach...bt must drink lots of water 2 get back mii voice... lols

den hor i also got do mii gan darlin de test... actualli i also nt sure most of de ans... so i just try mii luck lor...wow... i m so luckily... al correct leh... c i so understand her... haha i did nt b a gan darlin 4 nth de ok... mayb tis is yuan fen bah...

bt hor i m also beri sorry 4 her... coz her lose sum1 she lub leh... n hor tat momment i felt so useless coz i couldt do a ting 2 help... haiix... hope u r ok bah...*hughug* dun cry...ok???

so hor from tat momment on i noe... tat in order 2 brighten peoples life, i must b happi... so from now on, nomatter wad happen i wil alwaes b happi...n i wil BRING JOY 2 DE WORLD!!! yeah!!!

gan darlin i noe u r beri sad... dun sad le lar... lastym is u tat alwaes brighten mii life... now is mii turn...let mii brighten up ur life 4 u k???

must stae happi wor...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... keep u posted...

2007-06-15T14:01:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... back 2 blogin le...

haix 2dae also beri sian lor ... around 8+ wakeup ... den eat mii breakfast den watch some tv den about 10+ jiu on9 le ...

coz hor mii brothers go 4 camp den mii mum go work so leavin mii alone at hm again... actually hor holidae also quite sian de lor... nth 2 do... den coz got exams cumin den also no mood 2 go out den jiu rot at hm lor... bo pian lar...

so surf de net til nth 2 do den think of leavin a blog lor...

haiz just now i just read mii frienz de blog... i noe tat she is beri sad coz of relationship problems lor... haiz ... hope u r ok bah ... althought u dun wish 2 hear from mii 4 wadever reasons... bt i stil regard u as a frienz...no matter how much u dislyk mii, tat is sumting tat wil nv change...coz 2 mii, once a frienz, alwaes a frienz...

n hor i must congrates u ... wow... finally u hab quit smokin le... gdgd ... al de best in everyting u do wor... continue studin hard bah if got problem u cn alwaes look 4 mii...n hor nv gib up ur dream... i m sure u would b de greatest cake baker n singer 1 dae...dun gib up wor...

dun sad le lar... 2dae might b a terrible dae 4 u ... bt alwaes remember 2 treat ur life wif smiles n appreciation coz tml wil alwaes b a betta dae...ok??? hehe

rem wor... i hope sumwae , sumhow, u manage 2 read tis entry bah ...
al de best ...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... cya

2007-06-13T22:28:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... back 2 blogin le...

haix tis few daes i beri stress lor... coz mii exams is in 2 wks tym n yet i stil hevent find a wae 2 settle miiself down 2 studin... realli scare i dunhab tym 2 study... de tym is tickin away fast... realli scare i dun hab animore tym ...

somewae, somehow, i must get miiself 2 studin or else, i dunno how is de outcum goin 2 b... tis is mii first skool exam in tis institute leh... i must do wel ono matter wad... n hor i also make a promise 2 somebody 2 study hard n i stil must show al those people who look down on mii wad i m made of... so i must study hard n gt gd results nomatter wad ... lols

bt hor its easier said than done lor... rem i alwaes sae i wil study bt in de end i alwaes enjoy miiself n find out tat i m back at square 1... haix ... realli hope i cn force miiself 2 study ...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... cya soon... hehe

2007-06-11T22:31:00.000-07:00

harlow ... i m back 2 blogger le ... coz i got nth beta 2 do mah ... so thought of leavin a post lor... lols

haix ... y mii holidae so boring de ??? durin tis holidae i seldom go out leh... mayb coz nobody ask mii go out lor ... actually hor i also dun feel lyk goin out lor ... at hm cn slack mah ... n hor coz mii family member alwae go out so alwae leave mii alone at hm ...

u may sae its beri borin 2 stae at hm alone bt i think i actually lyk bein at hm alone... coz i cn do wadever i wan n nobody 2 argue wif mii, snatch mii com n no nid 2 hear people nag al de tym... beri peaceful n lots of freedom... cn do wadever i wan n anitym... hehe

bt hor de sad thing is tat i m going 2 hab exam soon... so hab lots of freedom makes com easily available so i wil tend 2 surf de net than studing ... lyk wad i m doing now lor ... hehe... so hor mii bro using de com is also some benifits 2 mii coz tat makes mii no choice bt go study... hehe

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ...

keep u posted...

2007-06-08T18:13:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ...

i m back 2 bloging le ...

tis few daes is so boring lor ... at hm nth 2 do ... den alwaes go on9 n chat wif people lor ... quite boring lor ... bt stil betta den skooling deaes lar coz i cn hab a break from lectures n tutorials ... bt hor i also miss mii fun tyme disturbin mii frienz n also miss all mii frienz in de skool ... nv keep in contact wif em leh... wondering how did they do now...hope they r fine bah ...

oh yah ... recently i m also lookin 4 a song named 放开手 by 牛奶 i tink its a nice song lor ... no particular reason lar just lyk it lor so feel lyk downloading de song... bt so sad cnt find... beri strangly onli i n hongling lyk de song leh... y arh ??? i also dunno ... just hope our taste is normal ... hehe
hongling, lets jiaoyou 2gather 2 find de sond bah ...hehe AL DE BEST WOR ...

btw if u happen 2 hab tat song plz sent it 2 mii by msn or email mii at shadowslayer_destiny@hotmail.com ...thx ...

kk lar i nth else 2 sae liao ... keep u updated soon... bbuai ...

2007-06-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blog le...

2dae hor mii beri beri beri close frienz n mii gan mei is leaving 4 hongkong 2dae... haix wil realli miss em de lor...

tis entry is speacially delicated 2 em ...

firstly i would lyk 2 wish mii dear dear yuanting a beri happi happi holidae must enjoy urself ok ??? n cnt 4get mii hor...

now 2 mii close close frienz ... i m so glad tat u r going 2 let go of everything n start al over agin ... rem 2 lead a happi life hor... jy wor...i trust tat u cn do it... wo xiang xin ni!!!
u alwae sae u dun wish 2 hurt mii wif ur problems ... bt do u noe tat i m hurt even more not being able 2 help u ??? just standing there n watch mii beri beri close frienz sheding tears yet cnt do anithing 2 help ... tat hurts mii more than anithing else in de world... u noe ... make mii feel so helpless n hopeless... wil u ever understand how tat feels??? mayb u wil nv understand n i m also not trying 2 tel u how i feel... just nextym share ur problem wif others den u wil also feel betta k???

so i sincere hope tat no matter wad, nextym must tel mii ur problems n i wil gladly lend u mii ears...bt at de end of de dae u must b happi k???

glad tat u gt de couragec 2 let everything go ... so start a happi life bah ...

cya soon... missing u alwaes....

2007-05-31T00:07:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... mii dear dear frienz...

sry leh 4 de long absent of tis blog... coz 4 de past few daes, i hab 2 attend a skool camp called de SEL camp...(student enrichment learning camp)
just got back hm yesterdae nite bt too tired le so just dozed off...

de camp was beri fun... lyk al camps, we did some teambuilding games n get 2 understanding each other betta...n we even got a few frienz 2 do pole dancing n even tried 2 sabo a teacher 2 dance 4 us...hehe BERI FUN!!!n i also attended a social attiquite course where i learn de proper wae 2 present miiself in terms of hairstyle, sitting n standing posture , handshake,n mani more... bt hor... so suay sial... de talker ask mii 2 go on stage n personally change mii hairstyle coz its not approiate in de society ...so suay kena sabo bt nvm lar as long as we hab a gd tym jiu ke yi le..

n coz in de camp, i was required 2 attend a business programme n from tat programme i hab learned abt stock market n learn 2 earn big money at a beri short tym coz buying stock is de fastest way 2 earn big cash...however u cn also lose everything u got in a flash... so is dependent on de amount of risk u r willing 2 take... den we plae a business game cal, money talk... den i earn 20 times mii capital coz i bought 200 stock n bought some insurance n invested in biomedical industry...
wow... i was quite happi 2 earn so much virtual money n hope i would do de same in mii future... hehe

kk lar enough of business... de food also beri nice n i ate a few rounds...lols lastly was de camp fire also de most memorable part... coz i realli hab lots of fun n even got mii frienz 2 carry mii on his shoulder just 4 fun lor... althought it was abit difficult 2 balance bt stil beri fun... mii first experience...tat frienz(jorim-human elephant!!!)hahaha... sry leh i m sure ur shoulder stil hurts ... n i also hab lots of fun disturbing n jokin wif mii frienz... 4 those which i hab "insulted" sry wor... de "plate techtonic theory!!!" n "smack that!!!" hehe thx guys, i realli hab a fun n enjoyable tym ... thx thx ... hope our thick friendship wil last 4ever!!!hehe

den lastly , i bid mii frienz gd bye n left de skool feeling beri tired n yet filled wif al de happi memories of mii camp...

kk lar i gt nth 2 sae liao ... bbuai ... hope u hab a wonderful holidae too ... cya

2007-05-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blog le... coz now i kind of bored so tink of blogging lor... hehe

firstly hor... i would lyk 2 wish al mii frienz taking O lvl chinese paper 2dae best of luck... i noe it might b abit too late but stil al de best ... must hab faith in urself ok??? i m sure u al well do wel...

n also yesterdae nite i m conferencing wif mii old frienz yonggao which we noe each other since sec2...

well... yesterdae he taugh mii a different concept... he mentioned tat people onli succeed wif strong competition... coz when u hab strong competition, den u would realise tat there is alot more 2 catch up 2 b de best n thus in order 2 prove urself, u wil work beri hard 2 b de best... yah... i noe tis is a bit too ambitious bt tat another way 2 get self motivation 2 b de best... lols

haha kk i think i m gonig 2 use tat concept too in mii studies...

kk lar i also nth 2 sae liao ... wil keep u al updated soon enough... cya...

tkcare...

2007-05-25T18:52:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow....

im back 2 blog liao ...

2dae i m so happi coz hor finally is de end of skool 4 de term le... finally cn hab a nice 1 month break from studing...

bt cum 2 think of it... is not exactly a break lor... coz i got lots of lessons in de holidaes n lots n lots of hw 2 do... n hor de worst is tat6 mii mid yr is just after mii holidae so got lot of catchin up 2 do also ... haix... perhapes tis is A lvl life bah ... so demanding... bt dun worry since i hab decided 2 b here, i wil surely make de best out of it...

kk lar i nth 2 write liao ... hope 2 get back 2 u soon...

cya .....

missing u alwaes....lols

2007-05-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow...

Zzzz.... so tired sial...2dae hor i just got mii GP exaam lor... de composition stil ok lar... i think i cn pass de paper quite smoothy n wif some confidence... but hor de comprehension hor den a bit more challenging le lor... coz every qn must use ur own words if not even if i gt de ans rite bt nv use mii own words stil get 0 marks... so i spent alot of time trying 2 use mii own words...den towards de end hor i m a bit rush bt stil luckily manage 2 finish lor... haha ... just hope i cn pass bah ...

den hor later i go mii class mate hanafie house... coz i end skool at 11.45am den later at 6pm i got sport nite so i go his house plae dota n command n conquer first lor...

den later i go 4 de sport nite... wow... so tiring leh... i cheer 4 mii house til i almost lost mii voice...bt is wirth de effort coz finally mii house win... YEAH!!!

congrats wor... 2 all de participants...

bt hor got a few people got injurt n 1 even hab 2 b admited into de hospital ... haix ...so sad...

Nat, i noe u r trying hard 2 let our house win bt next tym must rem 2 take go care of urself too ... ok ??? wining is important bt its de process tat comes al de learning n most important is stil ur health mii dear frienz... so nextym must tcare of urself first hor... haha wishing u a speedy recovery...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... til nextym bah ... bbuai ...

2007-05-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blog le ...

haix ...2dae skool also beri boring lor... i manage 2 cum hm early coz i skip mii cca mah ... coz i got gp exam so i wan 2 study so skip cca lor...

2dae hor... so boring den in de morning stil got NAFA ... worst is tat at half way through hor... i kena gastric pain... its realli unbearable!!! bt i stil run finish de whole 2.4 km lor... althought i walk abit... bt luckly i still pass...haha 11.25 min...

den hor in de afternoon gt a vice principal tok... she tok alot lor... bt half way throught i just switch off n fell aslp... arh yah ... de conclusion is alwaes study hard de mah ... so nth new... lols

kk lar tat all for 2dae... i gtg ge n go revision le... bbuai ...

tok 2 u nextym... lols

2007-05-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... i m back 2 blog liao ...

tis morning hor i got MI institute dae... so boring lor ... den de vip speech so long... bt hor i must admit tat speech inspire mii 2 work hard lor... lols..

den later when i was shopping in cwp den jiesheng call mii... asking mii 2 follow him 2 mii darling gan mei de chalet... den some more alot of people got go... althought so far away bt its mii gan mei leh... cnt reject de mah ... so i stil go lor...

den when i reach there jiesheng ask mii 2 stae over nite so i cal mii parents n make de arrangements... den later tat dae den jie sheng found out tat all de other frienz is not staeing n going hm... bt its ald beri later le i scare by de time i reach hm mii house door is ald lock n i nv bring key ... den i ask jiesheng if he wans 2 stae or not... bt hor lyk in de chalet all mii gan mei de relatives den onli i n jiesheng not blood related lyk beri "extra" mah ...n hor i also dun feel lyk asking em whether i cn stae or not... coz lyk beri shy n strange mah ... den both party also in a beri difficult position so i decided 2 go lor... bt hor now i gt another problem coz all de other frienz wan 2 go much earlier bt coz of mii n jie sheng den hab 2 wait so long n hor they ald tel their parent when they wil go hm den coz of us de tym is delayed... so jiesheng feel kind of guity lor den de whole journey back nv tok at all... den again i m stuck in de middle... coz de other frienz n jiesheng is lyk sitting beri far in de mrt coz jiesheng feel guity mah... den i c he so sad so worry 4 him n went 2 counsel him lor... 2 al de other frienz, sry leh... i ps u all...

bt hor cum 2 think of it... its not jiesheng fault also lar... coz when u go chalet den of coz u wil stae overnite de mah ... how would jiesheng noe tat mii gan mei they all not expecting him 2 stae ??? so i think its not his fault tat he ask mii 2 stae n cause mii 2 spoil mii entire plan lor...

to all de people who was at de chalet, sry leh... caused so much trouble 2 u al ...

kk lar i nth 2 sae liao ... wil update mii blog again some other tym ... bbuai ...

cya soon...

2007-05-10T14:46:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ... i m back 2 blogger le...

haix 2dae is another normal skooling dae lor... nth much 2 sae lar...just tat mii eng exam is on next fridae n i haven prepare yet... haix... die... must prepare le... i got exactly 1 wk left... go lots of catching up 2 do le...

haix realli so sian leh... dun feel lyk studing... bt no choice lor... since i got into MI den must ge de best out of it... must teach al de people who look down on mii not 2 look down on mii again... i m going 2 show em wad i m capable of... i wil get beri gd result n shut their mouth 4 gd...

i noe they r just joking de... they dun mean 2 look down on mii n hurt mii.i also dunno y deep down i feel tis wae... bt nvm lar... no matter wad i m going 2 try mii best 2 gt gd result... must not let mii friens n god sis and darling disapointed agaiin.... lols

kk lar i got nth 2 sae liao ... gtg le... bbuai ... chat nextym... hehe

cya soon... missing u alwaes.........

2007-05-09T15:35:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ...i m back again ... sry leh... i so long nv update mii blog...

now i m back le ... hehe

haix 2dae skool is rather ok lor... just abit tiring during PE coz i was made 2 run a distance of 4.8km... tats 2 times mii 2.4 u noe... haix nid lotso f physically training le...

n hor i also rather sian diao ... coz mii hp de screen got problem den must sent it 4 fixing...lucky got waranty so its free... bt now i n using a beri koold hp so dunhab alot of function... n also i lose some of mii contact ... so if u sms mii n i dunno who u r... sry hor... dun angry wif mii ...i wil b geting mii old hp back on 12 may bah ... hope tat dae faster come...haix... sad ... sad... sad...

oh yah abt tat samantha... she is ok now... i think she is just having mood swing n sometimes bad temper... bt stil she is fine le ... i think i m over thinking into de issue le bah ... hehe ... realli glad 2 noe tat she is ok le...

n hor mii exams is after de holidaes so now teacher gib lots of test n make mii beri stress... haix hope i cn do wel bah ... lols ...

kk i nth 2 sae le ... wil keep u al updatede nextym ... bbuai ...

cya soon... missya ............

2007-03-31T19:32:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow... i m back 2 blog le...

just now i go 2 teach in mii tuition centre again...

bt hor i reali dun feel lyk going leh ... coz down there i feel so helpless... i got a student cal samantha n she got lots of family problems n her alwae try 2 relieve her pain by cutting her wrist.... when i saw tis i feel reali sad... how i hope i cn do aniting 2 let her feel betta bt i cnt... i m helpless n i cn onli watch her suffer helplessly... althouhgt now her wound is not pain ald... bt de scar of once being hurt wil alwae remain in her heart... i realli wish i could make her feel betta u noe... n de wae she alwaes act happi infront of others make mii feel davastated coz i noe deep inside her she is suffering... bt she just won let mii help her... y??? a primary 5 child should b happi n carefree al de time... bt i cnt c tat in samantha... the worst thing is tat she won let mii help ... i noe i cnt b of much help also bt seeing her torture herself yet cnt do a thing 2 help realli make mii feel so helpless...i realli hope i cn take al her worrys n suffering away n c her smile again...bt wad cn i do??? although i m capable of mani things, bt den i stil cnt help her relive her pain... y m i so useless??? i m not asking her 2 tel mii al her problems bt al i m asking 4 is 4 her 2 b happi tat enough ald... is tat too much ...den hor she also alwaes dun wan 2 do her work properly...i realli hope she wil stop hurting herself lor... i realli hope people wil b living happily den no1 wil suffer le... den tis world would b a much betta place... i noe its hard 4 samantha 2 understand how i feel now n also i m not seeking her understanding i just wan her 2 live life 2 de fullest n b happi... perhaps tis day wil nv cum...bt nomatter wad i wil wait bt... how long must i wait???

2007-03-25T18:12:00.000-07:00

harlowharlow... i m back 2 blogger le ...

oh... tym past so fast leh ... 1 wk ald past liao ... wel... mii new skool ok ok lor... made some new frienz bt hor... de food sux lar... beri cheap bt ... i also dunno how 2 sae lar... nextym when i feel lyk saeing den tel u bah ... hehe sry wor...

haix... bt too bad i nv take H2 BIO Leh... coz de fcuking teacher nv let mii take ... nvm nvm ... i cn stil study medicine in Uni so no matter no matter...

haix... i also nth 2 sae leh ... how arh ???

arh yo ... i think i wil stop here ... coz i gt lots of things 2 do le mah ...
sry wor... lols

kk lar i wil stop here... keep mii updated ok ???

bbuai ... cya soon...

mii signing off...

2007-03-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow ever1... i m finally back on blogger le...

sry hor... i alwae nv blog coz i m alwae beri buizi wif mii skool work...

now hor i everydae skool end at around 3+ or 4 pm den by the tym i reach home ald late 5 pm or even 6pm den stil got lots of hw 2 do ... so nv tym 4 blogging lor...

now den i noe wads A lvl stress... realli tiring... everydae when i reach hm must take a nap coz i m realli too tired... due to tis i alwaes hab no tym 2 catch up thing wif mii gan sisters, frienz n family ... sry wor... 4gib mii ok ???

bt hor MI is not tat bad lar... i made some gd frienz n de people there are beri nice friendly n approcable... no matter wad, whether i lyk it or not i wil hab 2 b there 4 3 yrs so y not make de best out of it rite??? lols

wel... de food okok lor all de food is around $2.80 + which make de western n japanese meal beri cheap bt de local dishes is a bit ex lor ... wel de taste is overally slightly below average... bt hor i must learn 2 lyk it lor ... i wil eat it 4 3 yrs de mah ... so betta learn 2 sae its nice den mii life in MI would n betta rite??? hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

kk lar i gtg le... catch up u al next tym ... keep mii updated ok ???

i gtg le... bbuai tcare wor... cya

2007-03-18T19:23:00.002-07:00

harlow harlow... i m back 2 blog le... lols

sry hor so long nv cum 2 blog coz i alwaes go out these few daes no tym 2 on9...

haix tym realli pass beri fast... so fast mii holidae cum 2 an end le ... 2dae is de last dae of mii holidae...i wil start skool tml ...

haix realli worried i scared i stil not used it yet ... it has been 4 months since i touched a book u noe... bt nvm lar just wish mii luck ok ???

2dae hor i feel beri sad 4 mii gan mei n nu er leh... margaret meiying n cecilia coz hor they joint de campus superstar bt too bad they cnt get in coz of their skool...coz they onli accept people from de gd gd skools so mii mei n nu er in neighbourhood skool cnt go in lor... i think its so unfair how cn they judge a peoson just by de skool??? haix too bad lor ... bt i ald beri proud of them coz they hab de courage 2 stand on de stage... at least they try 2 go toward their dream mah ...who dare 2 do tat ??? just hope they r ok lor... meiying, cecilia n margaret, dun b sad le lar... at least u tried... now u won hab ani regret ald... remember nomatter wad nv gib up wif ur dream n 1 dae u wil sucess... remember i wil alwae support u de wor... hehe

kk i nth 2 sae le... bbuai

2007-03-18T19:23:00.001-07:00

2007-03-18T19:23:00.000-07:00

2007-03-13T12:37:00.000-07:00

hihi i m back 2 blog le ...

2dae hor i m so happi u noe...

coz i got accepted into MI le... haix bt i got a small problem... tat coz 4 5 months i hab been waking up at 10+am den nw suddenly wan mii 2 report 2 skool at 7.30am... i cn wake p i scare tat i in de lecture class doze off... hehe

nvm no matter wad i think i wil try mii best 2 stay awake bah... wish mii luck wor... haha
now i m going 2 start another kind of life le... kind of scare u noe.. scare i cnt cope... bt no wories no matter wad i wil try mii de best bah ...lols

kk i nth 2 sae le... til nextym... bbuai...

2007-03-12T11:38:00.001-07:00

harlow i m back 2 blog le...

recently i meet a friend...wouldnt speak of his name... just tat i cn tel tat he is feeling beri sad n helpless... coz his stead is finding him too irritating n disturbing so she is finding ways 2 ditch him off... due 2 tis, he being scare of rejection begin 2 cut his wrist 2 make his stead stay wif him... when i first saw this scene, i was beri angry realli feel lyk slaping him across his face bt luckily i didt...later on when i hab cool down, i began 2 tok 2 him... den onli i understand , stead is nt just "i lub u , u lub mii" its abt gibing each other their personal space , mutual respect n privacy...

bt hor when i saw him cutting himself i realli feel sad... y must people alwae cut themself 2 relief their sorrows ...n some would even reach de extend of commiting sucide ...y do happi memories flashes by so quickly n sad memories wil stay by ones heart 4ever??? y must people alwae onli remember of bad memories??? if people cn just remember al de happi moment in their lifes n just 4get al de sad moments, then 1 would nv b sad n so he or she wil b alwaes smiling n tat would also make people around him or her happi by just looking at his oe her joyous smile...as people sae, a childs innocent n happi smile, even though is 4 just a small matter,bt tat de true happi smile tat would make ani being happi...

so y alwaes b so sad??? remember life is wad u make it 4 be... 2dae is a dae u hab 2 live through ... whether 2dae is a happi or sad dae, its just ur choice of passing tat particular dae so y put on tat long face when u cn b enjoying every moment of it??? remember live everydae as if it is de last dae of ur life n u wil find tat u wil alwaes put on a smile tat would brighten others making tis world a much betta n joyful place 2 live in...

kk i nth 2 sae le... i hope u al understand wad i m trying 2 sae n live each dae 2 de fullest ok??? hope 2 c ur smile 4 yrs 2 cum... bbuai... tcare

2007-03-12T11:38:00.000-07:00

2007-03-05T22:11:00.000-08:00

harlow harlow... i m back 2 blogger le...

2dae hor i just gotten mii JAE posting lor... haix coz of a small mistake hor now i have 2 make a beri big decision which wil greatly affect mii future...

now i m deciding 2 go MI which is taking A lvl in 3 years... actually tat de onli choice 4 mii coz in order 2 persuade mii dream being a doc , i hab 2 get a A lvl cert den proceed 2 university...
so now i hab 2 take A lvl bt it is beri difficult leh... coz i m competing wif de best in singapore from RJC and HWA CHONG INSTITUTE... so hor mii competitors is going 2 b beri gd n further more they hab ald start their A lvl studies n i m stil waiting 4 de appeal result tis makes mii so far behind of em... n summore i want 2 get into de medical course 1 of de most popular course which is beri competitive... so i m beri stress up...

n worst is tat if i flung tat A lvl den i m left wif nth ... onli a O lvl cert...so now is either i get wad i wan which is beri beri difficult or i m left wif nth at al... now i feel lyk i m throwing in al mii assets into a gamble... either i win alot or i m left wif nth...

bt nvm lar i stil decide 2 throw in everyting...coz tat de onli wae i cn work towards mii dream... i noe it wil b super tough n it wil demand alot from mii ... althought i cnt sae i m ready, bt i just feel tat i gt 2 do tis lor... n further more i gt lots of people who blive in mii... due to tis i gt to try mii best n cnt let em down again...

2 al those tat blive in mii... i noe tat de route ahead is going 2 b beri tough n i wil face countless failures... bt dun worry coz no matter wad i wil nv gib up n wil alwaes try mii best... 4 mii future n 4 u al...

kk i tink i gtg le... rem 2 tag mii wor... bbuai ...
c u soon...

Exams

2007-02-27T12:24:00.001-08:00

hihi... how hab u al been??? i m back 2 blog again le...

Nowadaes hor, i realli misses skool life u noe... althought most would consider skool as boring n tiring, stressful, bt stil no1 cn disagree tat there is stil fun in going 2 skool those tyms tat u spent with ur frienz wil b precious memories tat u bring along wif u through out de rest of ur life... agree???

wel... when toking abt skool, 1 inevitable tings tat u wil go through is exams n tests... tis is also most reason 4 hating skool life claiming tat exams n tests is demanding n stressful...due to 2 cuming test or exam n mani would do last minute revision n study , going against de clock 4 some...

remembering once , a frienz of mine told mii... "since tests n exams is 2 test how much we hab learn over de semester, tat makes studing against nautre... coz learning is a naturally process thus, studing so hard just b4 de test or exam defeat de sole purpose of a exam or test so tat makes it against nature..."cum 2 think of it, wad he saes does make sense... i mean learning should b done when u listen in class daily n do consistence revision onli tat way cn u learn everydae so due 2 tis, just listening 2 teacher everydae should b sufficient n thus people should study just 4 de exam bt 4 expanding their knowledge... wad i m trying 2 sae is, if sum1 just study 4 de exam , den on de results slips wil show tat tat person is beri intelligent bt in actually fact , he may not b as intelligent as he just study 4 de exams n wil soon 4get wad he hab studied...so de resutl cnt show how intelligent a person is ... if tats de case, den doest tat defeats de sole purpose of having a ezam in de first place???

dun misunderstand... i m not asking u al not 2 study 4 ur exams just tat u shouldt study just 2 get gd grades bt studing should b done everydae as onli consistence work wil expand ur knowledge... as ur results slips wil perish after some tym , bt de knowledge tat u gain wil stay wif u al ur life... n on1 cn take tat away from u ...

so due to tis, i tink every1 should study everdae 2 gain extra knowledge n not 2 just do wel 4 de exam... dun u agree???

Wad is luv???

2007-02-14T20:33:00.000-08:00

Wads luv???

Siting bside de com, staring at mid space with a blank lost mind as memories came flashing back to mii...2dae is valentine dae... tis is also de dae which most would consider fortunate bt as 4 mii, 4 tis particular dae, sec past lyk mins n mins past lyk hrs...4 tis beri moment, i was hunted by lots of sorrow as tears came driping down mi check as i gradually sink miiself into a deep deep thought...

"words r mightier than de sword" onli now than i truely understand de meaning of tis saying...it al happens in 1 fine dae...when everything seems normal when suddenly, sum1 called 4 mii...at tat beri moment i was full of suspicion bt i stil obliged n follow de messenger...bt wad comes after tat was both disturbing n shocking...when i read tat note ,time froze instantly... mii heart was shattered into a million peice...haix there goes al mii hope, dream n happiness

from tat dae onwards , i couldt help it bt tink of her everynite... i wan so much 2 4get her n get on wif life bt whenever i tried 2 4get her, i wil miss her even more... n everytym i c her mouning in pain, i tried 2 help her bt i cnt, i can onli stand 1 side n watch helplessly... do u noe how miserble n helpless i feel??? when i c her going through so much yet couldt do a ting 2 help her...
she alwaes teling mii 2 stop causing her so much pain... bt do u noe tat whenever i hurt her in aniway , i m hurt 10 times more...i wanted 2 help her in everything bt den do u noe how it feels 2 b rejected n how it feel when de other party refuse ur help???

yes... mayb u r rite... mayb we r not meant 4 eachother ... mayb we should concentrate on our studies ...bt after i hab been through so much, after enduring so much hurt n seffering after shedding tonnes of tears however u stil remain in mii mind, i m stil tinking of u everynite i m stil shedding tears coz of u ...y??? perhapes i cnt gib u an ans or mayb i just dun wish 2 seek 4 1...however no matter wad, de truth stil remain... after so mani thing has happened, mii feeling 4 u didt change n it wil nv change...just let mii stay in ur memories ok???

so wad is luv??? is it a form of happiness or suffering??? now tis ans is of no matter animore... coz even if i got de ans so wad??? wad gd wil tat do ??? wil tat change aniting??? Perhapes i refuse 2 look 4 an ans or mayb i wil nv get an ans........

even if u realli c this entry, sry 4 hurting u in this way n i m also nt asking 4 ani repli from u ...
After al these, i wil stil sae...
A BERI HAPPI VALENTINE DAE 2 U .........thankyou

Haix..... mii O lvl...

2007-02-11T19:22:00.000-08:00

harlo... so sry leh i so long nv update mii de blog again coz mii com spoilt again lor ... i also dunno y i so unlucky...haix nomatter lar coz i now cn on9 again le... lols

now mii life is rather bored lor... coz i everydae so tired... must work 4 so long... beri sian n tiring...bt no choice lor haix how i wish money cn drop from de sky den i won have 2 work n cn buy al de stuff i wan without worries...bt tat too bad coz tat dream of mii wil nv cum true...haix...
btw i tink i m abt 2 quit le bah coz i m sick of de life there although i must sae its beri fun when u r hanging out wif ur frienz bt i also dunno y lar... just dun feel lyk working animore lor ..

yah yah yah... abt mii de O lvl ...haix i tink al mii effort de the past 6 months has gone to a waste le lor n i hab also let alot of people down... lyk mii gan mei,mii daughter, mii frienz n miiself ...coz i got 16 n 21...L1R4 16 den L1R5 21... haix mii dreams of going into jc is now smashed by 1 pathetic point... honestly now i got 3 route infront of mii ... 1st, retake o lvl do alot betta n go jc... 2nd i cn also do a 3 yr A lvl course in MI or 3rd i cn go poly take a diploma lor...out of serious consideration, i tink i would go poly lar ... coz "wads de posibility tat i wil do wel 4 A lvl ???" honestly i also cnt gib u a definate ans bah... from mii O lvl , i won stand i chance at al... so i tink poly won b betta lor... furthermore, in poly i cn hav lots of freedom n no nd 2 bother tat much abt skool rules...

bt de truth is tat i think i miss mii sec frienz so i dunwan 2 leave bah... i noe life has 2 move on n i hab 2 go into a new poly n stuff... bt dunno y i just cnt help bt wishing tat i cn stay in sec skool lor...

arhyah... dun worry lar wads done cnt b undone... no point crying over spilled milk... no matter wad tis is de reality i must accept 1 dae... so i tink from now i wil cherish mii frienz more n enjoy every moment wif em lor... n also i wil study alot harder in poly n i promise i won let u al down again... hab faith in mii again ok ???

al mii frienz, daughter n gan mei who blive in mii... sry 4 dissapointing al of u ...pls blive mii 1 more tym coz i promise i won let u down tis tym!!!!